Channeling 8/20/2009 "Clairaudience"

(The following is the transcript of a group channeling held in New York City on August 20, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

We’re ready to talk, and we have to talk about listening. And that was the designed lecture that was in place for tonight. And we gave you some forewarning that it was coming for a very good reason. As you begin to listen clairaudiently, you’re going to have to change your systems to require it to shift in allegiance with the new ability.

Now each one of you here has come for a very specific reason. There are no accidents in this group, there never have been. And anyone who has attended has been activated in a frequency that they will carry with them in alignment with the Christ consciousness. How they offer themselves to the frequency through their life and their work is in accordance with their own soul’s jurisdiction of their needs in this incarnation.

Those of you who are here to tonight are present for a teaching in hearing and listening. And what this will require of you is an awareness, tonight, that you are going to change your thinking about what goes on in your head and become accountable to what goes on between your ears.

Now we want to talk about clairaudience and what is actually is. And we’re going to withdraw Paul, because even through he does this, he doesn’t understand it. His own process was put in place through a request, through acquisition of frequency, and through a derailment of existing patterns that had precluded him from being him in his ownership of being able to hear.

Your own process, as you begin to open up to hear, will be individualized in accordance with the requirements of your soul’s mandates for you. So we're not going to offer you a diploma at the end of the class because you can hear now. But we are going to start to do is reformat you into an alignment with your energy system in accordance to the ability to hear spiritually. Spiritually means you will be hearing with your inner ears. Your physical ears are not going to be involved. So get over any possibility that somebody’s going to start whispering in your ears and teaching you things. That is not the impression, nor is the way we will work.

Individually you each have senses. And the senses that are already in operation are going to be amplified through this course of teaching that we intend to bring to you over the next six months of acquisition of frequency.

People can come, people can miss, but honestly, to the extent that you are not in attendance though these times means that you are going to have to realign yourselves at each event to catch up in accordance with the work of the group. We are talking you someplace, and by taking you someplace where you arrive at, at the end of this teaching, will be a new place of awareness in consciousness. Period.

So when you hear, and you will begin to hear, you have to first understand that your body will become attuned in vibration at a new level to support this. This does not happen by osmosis. It does not happen by being passive. It does not happen by sitting in a chair and saying “okay.” We said to you last week that the days of authorship are over in terms of our dictating your work in this group. You have to become responsible to you own frequency in accordance with your own soul’s needs.

That aspect of you that bought you here to be taught is the aspect of you that will be in charge of the acquisition of this information. We will tell you this: As you are taught, you will have to become aware of the shifts in our own frequency and your own availability to the alignments that are being brought to you so that you can do the work on our own time. We are not going to tell you that without your intention to realize this it will occur. It will not occur without the footwork being put in.

So Paul is asking, what are you requiring of the group in terms of footwork? The first thing we are going to tell you is about what you are getting into so that you can decide for yourself if this is what you want to be learning. There is no point in taking a class when you don’t know the syllabus. This has been asked for, and we’re going to give it to you now. The first thing you ware going to be taught is about owning your own frequency as you stand today, and to become aware of what that means in order to amplify it. And through the amplification of your existing frequency you can bring to you the information that you require to be taught to hear.

Now understand this, true hearing is in your knowing. “I am in my knowing,” states the intention to be in knowledge, gnosis, of truth. And as you are in your truth, you have to acquire the information one way or another. And the first way we are going to teach you over this next six-month stretch is hearing.

Now there are those who are not in attendance tonight who will require this information, so we are going to make the lecture clear so that it can be read and worked with by those who are not present, and those who study from afar. We want you each to know that the lectures of this group eventually will be compiled into another manuscript. And we have to tell you this: The work of this class is going to be part of that text, and an important part. So we want you to honor this. If you can imagine you are in new age romper room, that is going to be what this is like in the funniest of ways, because this is a class that will end up being audited by those who are not present. Some will be present on a telephone, some will be present on a screen, but others will be attending and that is what is intended.

So if you do not want to be in public situation where a teaching and instruction is reaching a broader group, you may want to think your attendance. We will honor you each; we will not personalize your information as part of a lecture. But we will tell you the resistance, the concerns and the questions that emerge from this course will be part of the class transcription. Period.

So now to the lecture of the night, which is about clairaudience:

You are each a tuning fork, one in the other, each one present, is a tuning fork and your senses are the way you appropriate information that allowed you to navigate. Earlier today we gave Paul an image of a radio tower with a ball of light at the very top of the tower that will call to it the frequency that it requires to distribute to you.

Every moment of the day you are incorporating information through yours senses. “It is too loud.” “It is too hot.” “This tastes funny.” “I can’t hear.” Whatever is going on, you’re actually acclimating experience that you then process through the five senses. Now some of you already know your gifts. You are already seeing. You can already feel in frequency, or you can hear. And that is wonderful and that is the basis of this. But this course is not designed for those who already hear. It’s a course designed for the novitiate and for the disciple of the Christ consciousness who intends to grow in frequency.

Understand this, because it’s extremely important: Growing in frequency involves your growth spiritually. It is not a gift to be hearing psychically when, in fact, the real work is your growth as a spiritual being. And the attributes, or the gifts that that calls to it, allow you to access frequency at a higher level. And as you are doing that you begin to process information through your senses at a higher frequency. You do not except to hear Spirit with your physical ears, nor do you expect to see with your physical eyes. Those are organs what are working in part with a distillation of this information. But your psychic hearing and your psychic sight are actually processed in very different ways.

So we re going to tell you now: You have to become attuned, first place, to what you already know, and how you already operate. If I walk down the street and I see things, I touch things, I feel them, I hear them and I taste them, 80% of what you are doing is completely unconscious. You are just doing your thing, you are up in your head, you’re going someplace, you have plans in the future, you are worried about the past but you are not in present time and consequently, the sensory information that you are operating with, which is always accessing you, always, always, available to you, is being truncated by what’s going on between your ears.

So this week, every day, you are now required as homework to become aware of your senses as you operate on a daily basis. Taste it. Hear it. See it. Feel it. Smell it. But do it consciously, and do it in your awareness. And the reason we are telling you this is you cannot expect to build on a sensory experience that is not already there at present time and being ignored. Why would you learn how to hear psychically when you don’t listen to what’s already in your energy field? Are we making sense? So we are asking you to become responsible to your sensory experience for the next week. Keep a notebook. Keep a tab. “This is what this smelled like, felt like, sounded like” get involved with the sensuality of your experience in a body.

Now the reason we are telling you this is we are going to end up moving you out of the body and beyond the body to begin to access information. You will not hear clairaudiently until you are able to still the mind from all the business that is going on. Now in an ordinary life we would say, “What is your mediation practice? What are you doing to quiet the mind?”

We have an intention here to override systems of resistance though an acclimation to the frequency of the Word. We are going to use the Word to override and bypass psychic resistance to download the information into your causal body that will eliminate the resistance.

Now this is not done passively. Nobody is doing anything to you that you do not go into agreement with, and this is very important. However, you must decide that you can handle what comes up when the system comes in. Now we will explain this to you:

Imagine all your life you have never seen the color yellow, it’s just not been part of your spectrum. It is not accessed. And then one day you start to see yellow. You don’t know what the hell is going on and you want to run for the hills because it seems strange, it seems alien, and suddenly the spectrum is larger than you thought it was. And now you’re going to have to acclimate to it.

Paul has had enough resistance when people overload on energy. He has had his own experience of asking for things and then having to contend with the results, which simply means, if you ask for growth you have to be prepared to contend with the reasons that growth has not handled itself and come into play congruently with you until this time.

Another example is required. Say you want to learn tennis. And you say, “I want to learn tennis,” because you have a vision of yourself bounding gracefully on a court wearing white with a handsome person who is going to throw the ball back to you. Doesn’t that sound lovely? Well, what you’re not taking into consideration is the amount of exercise needed, the skill that is required, the new wardrobe if you’re planning to look like him, and the stamina to hold up on a court with somebody who knows how to play. There is more to it than being in the result and the problem that we have so frequently with people who engage in spiritual growth programs is that they expect the work to be done without honoring the fact that they have to change in order to work. Do you understand this?

Now nobody is being discounted here. Nobody is being yelled at. But we do want to prepare you for change. Once you begin to hear yourselves in the higher frequency, you have to change your knowing. And we want to tell you this: The first thing you will be hearing is yourself. Your own Higher Self, that aspect of you that hears, that honors the Divine Self and can be in accordance with it. This is not a ghost hunting expedition. This is not about hearing a saint as you walk down the aisle in the grocery store. This is about acclimating to your own frequency in order to hear the self that knows everything.

Now Paul is asking again, as he asked this morning, “Is that who I’m listening to? Is this an aspect of myself?” We will tell you the answer again, “No, and Yes, and No.”

You are all connected on a level of frequency, and the higher self that you are is that ball of light at the top of the radio tower that we described. So higher frequency is brought through that aspect of the self and disseminated to you as information. Do you understand this? So you’re operating through your Higher Self as your Divine Self to access information from the higher frequencies. Now you are each capable of this. Every man is capable of this. And the belief that you are not is the first thing that has to be contended with tonight. Period.

Now we want to do this with you, but in order to do this we actually have to require your permission to work with you on this level. As we stated, we are going to dismantle resistance, and some of the resistance that you experience to your abilities is karmic, is cultural, is fear-based, and is structure that has been put in place by authority and matrix to control you and to keep you from experiencing yourself as a Divine Being in fullness.

So we need your permission in order to get in there and support you in recreating a hearing system in the causal body that will allow you to begin to access information. Do you understand this? So we need you each to say “yes,” and we will go around the room and we will do this by name. Do not feel required to say yes. You do not have to honor the request. You will be worked with on the level that we can without going deep. Imagine you are getting a massage. Some people go light and it feels nice you feel refreshed. Other people go in there and restructure. And this is about either, but the work that is required to bring you into alignment with that tower that will become the receptor is about going deep.

(Participants called)

We’re ready for you. Get ready everybody. We have a decree. Speak this to yourselves please. We are working with Paul’s system rapidly. He cannot be interrupted.

“I am now choosing to align myself in frequency to that which I need to bring my hearing in clairaudience to the level that will now dismantle the restrictions that have been placed on my by myself, by my fellows, by my society and by any karmic connections that now need to be cleared in order to liberate me in my hearing. I set the intention that I am being worked with by my teachers, by my guides, by the masters who attend to this group from the light to bring about required changes to my energy field. I affirm this is being done in accordance with my highest good and greatest truth to bring about great change and new ability in hearing. I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word. So be it.”

Now get ready everybody, the work will begin.

We have presents for you tonight, but the presents are different. The presents are tools. It’s as if you’re going to school again, and you have to be given a little lunchbox with a ruler in it. And in your case, we want to give you a notebook that you will write in and we want to give you earplugs. Now earplugs are not physical things. But we want you to be able to discern what you are listening to on a daily, hourly basis.

In this moment, we ask the entire room to go into silence and to hear. What are you hearing? What is your frequency? What is in your environment? Be still and listen. Yes. Now.

“I am now choosing to hear myself through the din of the outside world. I am now choosing to hear myself though the din that has existed within my head. I am now choosing to hear myself in spite of any objections my ego may make, my conscious mind may tell me, or the that resistance that I have invested in culturally may support me in. I am now choosing to hear myself in spite of any resistance I may contend with. And I am doing this though my own free will and in accordance with my highest good. Word I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”

Now tonight we are going to take you through the first stages of amplification of your senses. Now you will become sensitive as a result of this. Paul has a problem sometimes with noise. He is very sensitive to noise for real reasons, but he’s also clairaudient and sound in his energy field impacts him. Guess what everybody? You may find yourself becoming a little too sensitive as you first shift your frequency. Now we do not want to program you, we simply want to tell you that once you begin to align your senses to a higher frequency, you begin to get sensitive in ways you didn’t know you could. So your touch feels sensitive, or your feelings feel tender. And this is all part and parcel of acclimating to a vibration that will inform your ability to work with heightened senses.

So now will do this with you. We ask you each to be quiet again, and to listen to what goes on between your ears. What is going on? What is going on? What is going on?

We ask you now to hear a note in your head, in your consciousness. The note will be a sound of music. But hear the one note as a tone echoing in your head. Allow this to come, yes, allow it to come. Don’t force it, just let be there. When you hear the sound or can imagine the sound, quietly say “yes.”

Let the sound come into your third eye and fill your head as a note, "Ahhh." A sound, a tone, a note. And let this note reverberate in your consciousness.

Now we are going to ask you to do something else. You are going to hear a word, and the word will be “yes.” Now imagine Paul’s voice in your head saying “yes.” Hear the echo of his voice as if it is coming to you in accordance with your frequency and without sound. But you will hear it in your head “yes.”

Can you replicate the sound in your head, yes? If you can do this, and you can bring the sound to you in replication, you have just had an experience of hearing clairaudeintly. Now we will do this with you again. Imagine for a moment that you are hearing the voice of yourself in your head saying “I know.” Let it fill your head as a thought and as a sound. “I know.” Let it come, let it come, let it come.

Now we will bring this to you as a word from us. “I love you.” That is the word you will hear. “I. Love. You.” And feel this in you as a frequency in your mind. “I. Love. You.” There is no way to force this, you do not have to do anything but hear and align to this word, “I. Love. You.”

Now receive love though the third eye. Blessing to each of you. We are going to work on your system now. Feel this at your crown center. Do you feel the tingle; do you feel the lifting at our head, yes? We are working with you each on your consciousness. “I. Love. You.” Receive, receive, receive, receive, receive. Well done everybody.

Now we’re going to open you up at the crown center and fill you up with sound. Now sound doesn’t mean sound in a traditional way when we speak of it. What sound will mean is frequency. Understand this. When Paul hears us, he is not hearing sound, he is hearing the impression of a word being gifted to him that he realizes in form as a word and then responds to. We are filling him with words more than sound. And the words that we fill him with are in frequency. So if you expect to hear something as you have heard with your physical ears, you are going to make it harder for yourself. You are going to be hearing frequency.

Next week we want to teach you to work with your consciousness to hear others. And this is going to be part of much, much longer process. Please nobody expect a quick fix. Paul has already gone before you, but this is all new teaching to his system, and in fact, as we have said, you are the laboratory for the work that will go out into the world in a much larger way. So we want you to take a moment now and decide for yourself that you are wiling to go on this journey.

Now this is important, and Paul has had this thought, but we want to gift it to you because it’s a wonderful idea. We would like you each to think, for a moment, of a time in your life when you heard yourself, truly heard yourself, as if the voice in your head was accurate, was direct, and was telling you what you needed to know. Please do this now, and then move into the memory in your physical system of what this felt like. Yes? This is what we would like you to do.

(Individual energy work commences)

Channeling 8/13/2009 "Congruence"

(The following is the transcript of a group channeling held in New York City on August 13, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work and instruction.)

We’re ready to talk. And we have a good time, tonight, planned for you each. The reason for this time as good means that it’s a requirement to be “here-ing” yourselves again. Here-ing yourselves means, “Here I am. I am here. I am in the present time. I am here-ing myself.” You understand this.

Now the magnificence of this, if you really think about it, means that you stand in your power in present time, in this present moment, and you actualize in this time, in this present moment as you are. To the extent that you align to this here, tonight, and now, we can actually bring you upwards to a new threshold in believing in your worth as your Christed Self. Now this is very significant.

You are wondering what this means and we will tell you very simply. What it means is that you are standing in your power in congruence with your Divine Self. And once you are working in tandem with your Creative Self as your Christed Self, the one in charge, you can move mountains.

Now the discipline that’s attached to this is what you need to understand. The reason that you don’t move mountains now is quite simple: It is impossible for you to do it. And we want to make this possible in a very basic understanding of consciousness so that you can begin to achieve it.

Now Paul is going “Who the heck’s gonna move a mountain? I have other issues.” But we want to tell you what this means. What a mountain is to Paul is not what it is to Jan, or to Leslee-Rachel, or to Steve or Sue or Matt or Frank or Leslie. We will say this twice. What a mountain is to one is a nit-pick to another. But we want you to understand for yourselves that what this night is is about acclimation in congruence to the frequency that will align you to the basic intention to realize what you claim as so.

Now this not a little thing, and you must understand what we mean.

The problem that you each encounter in your creations as you claim, “I am this,” “I am that,” “I am Word,” “I am a failure,” “I am a lost one,” “I am" whatever you want to call yourself, is that you empower it without congruence to your Divine Self.

Now if you want to claim yourself as Word in the intellect, you can have an experience of the intellect. If you want to begin to claim this in focused ways, in idealized ways, you can begin to have a focused and idealized experience. If you claim this in congruence from that aspect of the self that is the Christ, you are claiming it in truth, and at that moment, in here and now, here and now, you claim it and you express it as you are.

Now the difference between an intellectual claim and a claim made through the Christed Self is very significant. When something is claimed in Christ and in truth it is actualized in the etheric and then it is brought forth in manifestation, and that is the process of creation. You are wondering why you don’t get what you want. And we are telling you very simply: You are bypassing the Creative Self in demonstration as you work. You move to the intellect, you move to the emotions, but you bypass the center of the Christ that aligns this information to the higher frequency. So if you were to say, “I am this thing” without the ammunition to support it, you have a claim with no frequency behind it.

Paul could right now say “I am a leopard” and he would not be a leopard. That would be a false construct that was being created. However, Paul could say, “I am manifested as my Divine Self in congruence with the mission I am here for, and those things that supressed my identity and have created obstacles on my path are now being cleared for me by the divine truth I am embodying as,” and it will be made so. However, to the extent that he defies this by bringing down the curtain as it were, by saying, “This is a bunch of it” or “This cannot be so,” reclaims his patterning in fear of the future of this work.

You each understand what we are saying to you. Now once you begin to get it, that you are this thing come into form and the belief that you are not is the problem, you can begin to shift very rapidly. Once you understand that this happens here, tonight, in this second, in this moment, you can create from it. If you decide that it happens next week on Friday, you may have that experience, but frankly, what you create from next week on Friday may be from a very different space. So we speak the truth to you, yes?

Now we ask you this: Why would bypass yourselves as the Creator in manifestation? Why do you have an investment in not being who you say you are?

We can answer this for you to the extent that we can align to it for your gratification of soul’s intention. And what we mean to say is, if you believed fully in your frequency, and that you could move mountains by this intention, you would be frightened of the power that is invested in you through the Creator as the Christed one.

If you believe fully in your value as a human being, you would have one experience, and the fact that we are still contending, on a very basic level, with issues of worth here in the physical makes it much more difficult for us to align you in completeness to the frequency that you are.

If you tell yourselves “I don’t deserve a boyfriend, or a great apartment, or a job that I like, or friendships that value me,” how in heck are you going to claim your divinity in fullness? Now to choose this and to say, “Yes, I am Word” brings the anointing to you that will clear the path and give you the ammunition to work through the vibration that you speak of and become, to stand in your power.

But that is the journey forward. It is not done without choice, it is not done without awareness. And it is passage. And by passage we mean you walk down a path and you arrive someplace. But walking is not passive. There is an action attached, and for you each to believe that you can sit back and evolve as the Word without doing the homework will keep you in the back of the class. If you would each take two days and claim your power back from all of those things, those relationships, those situations that are causing you pain and realigning them through the creation of “I am Word” your experience would change very rapidly.

Now Paul is saying, “Yeah, right, I’ve been doing it.” And in fact you have, Paul. However, you undo just as quickly through your fear or through your grief or through your rage. So you cannot bless someone and curse them in the same breath. And to resolve anger means to choose to be in resolution: “I am in my Word. I am standing in my power and I am a creative soul choosing now to release the need to be in anger. Word I am Word through this intention.”

Now of course Paul is saying, “Doesn’t that mean I get walked on?” And of course, that is not the case. To stand in one’s power does not require rage. To stand in one’s power stands in truth, stands in love, and stands as Creative Source embodied. There is no need for yelling when a spoken word will do the trick, right? Do you understand this? So if you say to yourselves “I am now choosing to be in alignment with those things that will bring me into my power and stand firm in my knowing of myself as Word. I will do this quickly.”

Now we will tell you this. To choose to stand in your power requires each of you to listen to yourselves to find out where you do not do this. To the extent that you do not align to the self as the one in power, you actually bypass the opportunity to empower yourselves. Now to do this quickly you must resolve to bring forth those situation that require your creation as a human being empowered by the Divine Self as the creative force in your life. And standing in your truth will bring this to you quickly.

Now we want to take a break for Paul to pull out for a second. When there is noise in the room tonight he will break form. He is listening to the lecture as it comes, and we do not recommend this for him. So we are taking him out again. Ask each one present to receive themselves as light. “I am Word through my knowing. Word I am Word.”

Now back to the point. The work that is coming tonight is about bringing you to the next level of the threshold so that when you walk through the door into your radiance you are qualified to hold court, as it were, and to speak the truth from your own place of knowing. If you are in this place of knowing, you stand on a rock. If you stand on a rock, your foundation is safe. As you stand in your safety, you begin to move mountains because your faith is that strong.

To claim "I am Word" is not conjuring. It is activation at a causal level that brings to it the frequency that creates form in matter. It is the choice to be this in embodiment that you each have claimed. However, to believe that you can be this thing and not integrate those aspects of the self that have been bypassed, have been held in darkness, is not creative and sound. One each has to clam her truth in this regard in order to make form. Do you understand this?

So the days of lying back and allowing the work to be done for you are thankfully over. This is the time of the presence of the Creator in your actions, in your choices, in your thoughts and in your willingness. If you do this and you activate the self at these levels, you will call to you that which you need to integrate those aspects of the self that are required to be in wholeness as Word.

Now we will work with you tonight on several levels. The first level is ambition. Why do you choose to do this? Why is this important to you? Why do you come here each week and listen to this voice teach you lessons about your identity and harnessing the frequency that you we say you are in light? Why do you do this?

Are you doing this out of a need to be perfect? Are you doing this out of a need to be special? Are you doing this out of a need to become yourselves as you are and be released from those aspects of the self that have kept you at bay and kept you from your freedom and from your joy and from your love? if you are saying that is true, you have come to the right place. But the work that you are required to do in order to bring this into form is significant. And we have a sense these days that there is resistance to climbing the mountain. And that was our lecture two weeks ago. You were facing the mountain and saying “How much father do I have to climb?”

We will tell you this: All that is created by the mountain is that which will be leveled in this process. So the choice to stand firm in your knowing of what is required to do will bring you forward as you need to.

Now we are going to choose our work to do with you tonight in a different way. We want you to begin to understand what you require for your own healing and to claim it in form.

In past weeks we have said “I need this” and you have said, “Yes I receive it.” Well, tonight you are going say, “Yes, I need this,” and we are going to say “Here it is, can you claim it? Can you accept it? Can you own it?” You are no longer allowed to be passive to your choices and our work with you is going to be come a practice with you and not for you so that you can become empowered to teach this energy in the Word to those who would come to you.

Now we are making a little statement here. We are talking about class. And we have speaking about this for many months, and prior to the publication of the book that we wrote, which will become a textbook of sorts for those who wish to work with it that way. However, you are the teachers as you choose it. And as you choose it, you have to become empowered enough to claim your knowing and your authority as Word. As you do this you come into form. As you come into form you stand on a rock and claim, “I am in my knowing.” As you stand in your knowing you move the mountain before you.

Do you understand what we are saying?

Now we ask you each tonight if you are willing to teach, if you are willing to be in service here. If we work with you individually on our own time to support you in this outside of class it’s because we have a vested interested in the ability to train you in your significance as a heralder of freedom to others.

Now we are not going to send you a street corner with a bunch of pamphlets, nor are we going to ask you to endorse Paul’s book. They are totally separate things. What you are being taught individually will support you in your work with others as you choose it. If you do not choose it we will not work with you this way because there is no requirement of it, and you are welcome to come to class and to benefit from frequency.

But the class for teachers, which is convening in September, is going to be a big deal and the work of the class is truth and recognition and empowerment. As this comes into form you have to require yourselves to be in your learning of you worth. And being in this will teach you the lessons that you need to know. Now there will be a second class available of teaching and we plan on this already and we will speak to you of it as we move forward. As we teach you we will teach others in different ways.

So tonight we ask you this. Are you willing to teach? Is this something that you choose, and if so, why do you choose it? Why do you wish to serve this frequency? What does it get you? What does it get others and why make a point of it? So ask yourselves tonight, is this something at that I wish? As you choose it, you will be chosen. As you choose it you, you will be adjusted and your refinement as a frequency will be, in part, part of our work with you each.

How you choose to teach will different, and we speak of this in a very specific way. How Jan will teach and how Edward will teach and how Tim and Jeffrey will teach will be very different from others. And that is as it should be. None of you are here by a boo-boo. Nothing happens that way, and this is choice. And congruence is the lesson for the night.

So if you would state this intention:

“I am now choosing to stand in my power as my own Divine Self and as I come into my recognition of my Divine Self, I am empowered to make those choices that will bring me into alignment with my availability, and my understanding, and my choices that will bring me into form. I am now choosing to do this in my alignment with my own Divine Self in congruence with my own highest good and the higher will. I choose this now in survive and for the benefit of all. I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”

Channeling 8/6/2009 "Listening"

(The following is the transcript of a group channeling held in New York City on August 6, 2009. It was followed by individual and group energy work and instruction.)

We need to talk about what’s really been going on, and differentials between how you feel and how you are. And this is actually very important to understand. Sometimes the differential is not right. Sometimes you feel fine and, in fact, you’re awful. Well, in this case we want to tell you that sometimes you feel awful and you’re better than you’ve been for a long time.

Now there’s a reason for this, and this has to do with growth and re-patterning and re-solving issues that have been brought forth, in part, by your willingness to engage with them. It’s much easier if you understand why you feel the way you do than if you understand that everything is wrong, the world stinks, you stink, and nothing could be right and you can’t pin it on something.

Now the easy thing to do is to pin it on something in the physical reality that you know, that you can identify with and, in fact, while that may be catalytic for what you’re experiencing, what you’re truly experiencing is the differential in action.

For example: If you’re always hungry because you’ve always been eating too much, that’s not necessarily a bad thing. If you’re funnily lonely when you’ve always been surrounded by people, that might actually be a good thing as well, because you’re realizing in a new way who you are needing to be with and who is no longer available to you. So sometimes the pain is good.

Now we are not endorsing pain and we will tell you this: The extent that you are feeling pain is the extent that you are attached to the behavior that you are releasing. It doesn’t really matter if you go to the Laundromat with clean clothes on and you get dirty in the Laundromat, you have a place to put the clothing. However, if you go to the Laundromat with filthy clothing, you have to take them off, put them in the washer and then come out again. There is a process engaging you. And why should you think that it would be any different with the growth patterns that you are in?

Now we will tell you about the attachment that you are experiencing to pain. Pain is a residual emotion. When it is an emotional pain, it is always in reaction to something. You cannot be in pain over something that does not matter to you. When you are not in pain, it doesn’t really matter. It doesn’t really matter if you lose the job you didn’t want, or the child moves from home that was a pain in the ass all those years. What a relief.

It’s much harder when you have an attachment emotionally to something or someone or some situation that you are now having to re-solve in a new way and we are using the word re-solve in different way that you are used to.

You all have techniques for embodying yourselves in your lives. Ways that you do things, ways that you encounter others, ways that you hear each other talk and respond to. And we are going to tell you that that is a way that you can work with yourselves as you begin to identify the self through your behaviors.

Now each one of you knows each other through the things that you present. And when you shift your energies, the way you experience yourself changes and denies past patterning to come to the forefront to do what you have always done to meet the needs you have always had.

Once you begin to realize that your behavior no longer supports you, you may go through a process of reissuing behaviors from the past to find the one that feels right. It’s as if you put on 12 pairs of pants before you leave the apartment to find the one that will work with your new outfit. Do you understand? When in fact, what is really happening is behavior has become changed, and as behavior changes, you have to shift in your actions to support a new way of doing things.

Now we will address individual issues tonight, but we want to start with Paul first because his shifts are large and because he is grieving several things at the same time.

And the grief of love is, in fact, the opening to love. If that is fully understood by him he will welcome it as the ambassador that greets him in the new land of love. And this is very important: The grieving of love is the opening of the heart and the passage to the new love, “in love,” that we have spoken about for a long time.

To be in love, to be in the frequency of love, is to be in Divine Love. As you experience this as yourself, your world changes radically and the benefits are present in very experiential ways. Now that is one grief. But there are several things moving for Paul now that are being released and re-solved in behavior.

The fear of abandonment is one that we have addressed with him individually in the past several weeks, but there is an issue that cords him to this experience that we will address publicly because we believe it will be of benefit to others. And that is a cord to fear of the release of abandonment.

When the fear of abandonment is released, the desire for others changes, because there no longer is an intention to hold tightly, or to claim, or to claim as your own in a way that you would when you are still operating from a fear-based pattern of requirements of others’ behavior for you. And this is very simply explained to each of you if you look at your loves, what you love, who you love, and how you require those loves to respond to you.

Once you understand that the requirement of love is love and nothing else, you are in great freedom. Once this is understood by Paul, he will free himself in ways he has not seen yet. However, we will tell him this: This is a process for him as it will be for each of you when you choose to address this.

But the energy and the profit of being “in love”, the frequency of love, is of wonder-full benefit to the soul and to all the soul encounters. It is the aspiration for each of you on our light to become you in love, to see you as love. To realize you as love would be the gift we would seek to bestow upon you each

Now the fear of abandonment always goes back to a core issue in embodiment. And it has to do with a belief in separation, first from the self and second from the Source. If you realize that all of your relationships, finally, are created by you in mirroring ways to serve you and to teach you and to give you your growth, you will see that you create these things for each of your selves to respond to.

Now once you understand that the abandonment of the self, the true self, the Divine Self that you are is a key to moving forward in reclamation, you act accordingly. And once you believe that you are that force, you are that Christed Self, you are that light, or aspect of the divine that you believe on a conscious level already and working towards realizing, then you can become more aware of the trajectory you require in reclamation of this part of the self. As you understand this, the Divine Self, in its requirement of realization will begin to benefit from the reaction of the causal body as it frequency-wise adjusts and expands to a new level of awareness.

Now Divine Love never abandons anyone. It is not possible. It cannot be so. But the belief that one can be separate from love, which is the real issue here, can be experienced as a deep abandonment, and that is something each of you are going to contend with as you continue on this journey. Because you are working towards an awareness of your unification with Source, and those things that have impeded unification are being addressed now.

As you become aware of this you transform, but the contending of these things, through dereliction, through past behavior of ignorance or fear, or the requirements of fear that have created problems, will now have to be seen and healed in divine light. “I am the Word through these things that have caused me pain.”

Now we will tell Paul one thing before we move on: Our requirements for his growth through this journey are deeply imperative to the work we have planned, which simply means he does not get off the easy way. He cannot work this way in frequency and be in denial of pain, or be in a response to fear at the level that he is comfortable with. To do this diminishes frequency, and diminished frequency requires us to do reparation work each time we work though his system.

So we are asking him now to be in receptive mode towards the requirements of his releasing and affirming that this is all in God’s time, that this is all in service, and that the way is being shown.

As one is magnified as light, that which has held the darkness is being revealed. This is his process. This is your process as well. And to stay in denial of those areas of pain and not to be in the willingness to be healed creates chaos. And that kind of chaos can be a damaging response when one is not clear that one is actually leaving a past creation. The past creation will often hang out and demand itself to be seen and be the “winner,” as it were, so that it doesn’t have to respond to the transformation that is being required of it.

Imagine that in the closet was the Boogeyman. And the light has come on and the closet door opens and the Boogeyman is revealed for what it is: A creation of fear. A creation and an embodiment of a fear-based creation. Period. And once that thing is seen for what it is, it can be cleaned. However, the Boogeyman, as it were, which is your behavior, or your fear, or whatever else it is that is keeping you in fear, will try to convince you otherwise.

It is one of the reasons people get frightened and take a high road away from the work when the work begins to get a little tough. It gets frightening. You have to contend with your stuff.

Now we are telling you each this now for your benefit, and we are also going to tell you this for your information and for the requirements of your growth:

The belief that this is difficult creates difficulty. We are not telling you it’s a candy store. We are not telling you it’s fun. But we will tell you what we told Paul: The attachment to the issue is what creates the problem. To the extent that you don’t have an attachment to it, you can be un-tethered very easily, but if you can understand that the need for your pain, the desire for it, is actually deeply ingrained in you through habituated behavior and through self-identification as the pain, you understand differently.

You can deal with this once you realize you are not this thing that you think you are. You are not this frightened man, or this pained woman, or this grieving widow, or this sorrowful friend. You are not these things. Those are expressions of emotion, we do not deny them, but we ask you simply to remember the truth of who you are.

To state “I am Word” requires you, on a level of self-identification. to command that you are working in a higher frequency of self-revelation. And by self-revelation we mean that the self is being revealed, encountered and realized in its truth in a higher vibration. Do you understand what we are saying?

Now we have spoken a fair amount tonight and we still have some more to say. But we are taking this opportunity to reach Paul through his chaos and to teach you through the issues that he is contending with through this transformative process of incarnation.

Now no one here is special. No one here is doing anything other than manifesting themselves as they truly are. And the requirements of this make itself known as the passage continues.

If you imagine that you are walking down a dark road with a flashlight, once in a while you will encounter something that have to deal with that you did not expect to be lying in the path, that was hidden in the darkness, and now this beam of light that you are carrying will reveal in stark resolution to you to be contended with.

We are congratulating you each for the willingness to stand firm in this and we honor the difficulties that present themselves on this path as you encounter these things. We ask that you each stand firm in your willingness to love the self through this process, because the respect of the self that is encountering his issues is paramount to allowing these issues to be addressed.

When one is disabled by fear, one has a very difficult time holding respect and self realization. When one is disabled by fear, one has a very hard time blessing the self and blessing those the self encounters because it is all being colored and resolved through fear to be what it is.

But the moment you decide that you can do this, that you can be healed and that this is part of the journey, you can withstand those things that present themselves on the path in welcoming – not necessarily in joy – who wants to go through it? but in welcoming this next passage of your journey towards your love for the self that you truly are.

Now we are going to ask you each to do something tonight. We want to talk about listening and the idea of listening and what it truly means.

To be in listening means to be in response without an articulated behavior attached to it. To be in listening is to be in response. And when we ask for you to do this tonight, we actually want you to realize that as listeners you have the potential to hear, and as you can hear, we tell you, your journey will be beckoned to. You will be called forward in your hearing to manifest those requirements of your individual growth. You will understand where you need to go to be what you need to be in realization.

Now we are taking about hearing, not as a mental construct but as a response to vibratory frequency. Everything is in frequency and you are an energy field in form, in frequency. And we are going to start working with you tonight to open up to hear. Now by “hear” we don’t mean using your ears. We mean using your fields to demonstrate clairaudience.

Now this is the gift that Paul has been working with for some time, and we say gift because it is handed to him with purpose. But in fact, a skill is a skill and anything can be taught, and we have an intention now to begin to teach you to hear.

This is going to be a process that we will return to periodically over the next six months of work. Because there are people that are not here that are requiring this, it will be done in stages. But we effort this on your behalf so that you can begin to learn directly through your interaction with Source and with your guides.

Now of course you all know at this juncture that you are protected. But we want to remind you that is a requirement of the listener to stand in her protection, in her awareness of her light so that she can become protection and embodiment all at the same time.

It’s not a lot different than putting on a raincoat when you know going to get wet. When you know you’re going to be a tuning fork for the higher frequencies and you’re going to get an earful, you might as well choose to hear the highest frequency available to you, and not that dirty old man whose been hanging out on the street corner all this time waiting to talk dirty. Do you understand what we’re talking about?

So we’re telling you the need for protection is actually essential at this stage of your development. As you begin to increase in frequency, the responsibility is changed, only in that your frequency will not allow the lower energies passage. But for this time, we will recommend that you will work with this protection:

“I am Word through my protection. Word I am Word. I am Word through my knowing of myself as safe. Word I am Word. I am Word through my knowing of myself as protected by my guides and by the love of my Creator. Word I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

And yes, Paul, you can say this. Paul wants to say you can use any prayer of protection you require that is in service to the light. However, we want you to know that this is not about being in fear. You do not walk out of the door with your umbrella in fear of the rain; you are simply taking a wise precaution so you don’t get soaked. And in this case, as you begin to hear, you want to be in your discernment about the requirements of listening. And we will tell you more about this as we continue this lecture in two weeks. That is when this lecture will commence once again.