Channeling 7/30/2009 "The Mountain"

(The following is the transcript of a group channeling that was held in New York City on July 30, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

This is about time now, and what time really means to you, and how you process things. And right now, each one of your are in process with the kinds of changes you have inducted through your spiritual work. Each one present, in her way, has made a decision to climb a mountain. And as the mountain is climbed there are different times when the walk strikes one as overwhelming, as impossible, as futile, as wrong.

“How could I have made a decision, in my time, to climb a mountain, not knowing what was on the other side, what was at the peak, what I would stand on, and where I would be?”

These are the questions you have now that bring you into fruition, and actually, if you understand that the questions are part of the map that you are carrying with you as you engage yourselves on this journey upwards, you will understand that it is safe to question and, in funny ways, gives you permission to assess the distance to the highest peak.

Now the one thing you don’t see and are not allowed to see at this juncture is what happens when you ascend to the peak. You have ideas about what it means to be high up in awareness. You have high ideas of what it means to stand above and look at the ground below you with a distance and a consciousness that reflects your efforts. You have an awareness that it will not be what you know, but you do not see where you are going, nor can you yet. And this is part of the journey. It is the faith that is required of the seeker when she transgresses the norm and ascends beyond the limitations that she has bargained for in her time.

Time time time. We will say this again:

You are each framing your experiences in a kind of awareness of time and what that means for you. “How long will it take until I know where I am going? Until I am loved? Until I am seeing myself with the worth that I know I am but cannot access? How do I get this place in time to experience it?”

Now if you understand, once again, that time is created through a system of interactions and agreements, you can actually change time. And changing time means something very simple: When you change time, you make a decision that the rules that have been equated with the systems and agreements are not true, and you transgress, you bypass, you agree on a new ideal. That is where miracles come into play, and it is also why change can be alchemical and not a labored process.

Of course, you could say, “I want to be at the pinnacle today, I want to stand on the mountain and know myself as aware, consciously, of what I am as a true ascended being.” But of course, if we were to say “yes,” you would say “no,” because you have a deep investment still in your ascension, the process of growing into yourself as it were, to be a laborious process.

Now we want to explain what that means, because there are two sides to it:

The first side is you are still attached to the belief that what comes slowly is earned in truth. That is why people who win a lot of money lose a lot of money. They have not earned it in their consciousness, so it does not stay. However the flip side is, that when you choose to do something this rapidly, your understanding of it is bypassed, and the ego and the self that has to navigate a daily life does not have the support of his awareness to make do and assimilate the changes. So you see, the down side is investment and the upside is actually investment as well for protection’s sake.

We once said to Paul that you could be in a map and not know where you were. And in a funny way you are standing right now in a place of unknowing because the map is in you and around you and you are ascending to a place of awareness that is new. We hope we are understanding ourselves when we speak tonight. We are attempting to explain a process of de-systematizing an attachment to time, and this is a little new for us to explain to you, so we will take it very slowly.

As you become attached to your process: “I will not know how to do this until I finish the class and I am awarded the degree, and that must be hard or the degree would not mean anything,” well, that is one way to keep yourself in place and to go into agreement about how hard it can be to change.

On the other hand, you can quite simply say “I am now learning at the rate that I can learn at, and that can be very quickly and the systems that I have believed that would preclude from my awareness, from my understanding and from my achievement will be clearing for me to move fast. I am doing this now with complete integration of my consciousness and my daily life so that they are assimilated and I can function in the new frequency of awareness.” Do you understand? What you have just done then is created a new system that will bring you forth into an awareness of what can be.

We will talk now about what the systems can be and how to change them. Each day when you decide that you are climbing the mountain of your life, you make the decision based on your responses about whether or not it will be difficult or easy. It is always decision that embarks you on any journey. “I don’t want to go to work, its going to be hard” creates hard. Or, “It’s not so important, I might as well have a nice time with the work at hand” makes it easy. So you have re-systematized your creations and created an easier day. When you redesign your systems, you redesign your experience. Now when you want to ascend, which is the work of this group, in consciousness, you choose to do this in several different ways:

Through your actions, through your conscious decisions, through your insights which give you the awareness you need to open yourselves, and through your love. When you are in your love and acting from your love, you are in your ascension, period. There is no other place you could possibly be.

So the choice that you each have is to establish yourselves in these systems as you navigate your day and your ascensions. These are the places to check in on, they are the ways to stand in your understanding and therefore going into your knowing. And you all understand already that knowing and understanding are two vastly different expressions of consciousness.

Now we want to give you gifts tonight, but we also want to teach you something. And it’s about the navigation of the steep hills that you are facing and what you bring to them through your conscious creations:

“I am in mourning” creates your grief. “I am in wonder” creates your wonder. “I am in love” creates your love. They are all conscious actions and expressions of your consciousness that create your lives. And as you continue to become aware that this is what you do now, intended or not, you navigate them as your allies. And as the path reveals itself, you stand up and you claim your knowing as you climb the mountain before you.

Now talking is one thing, expressing it is something quite different. Paul is wondering, “What stops us from expressing ourselves in our knowing, in our actions as love, in our ascension?”

Fear is what stops us. Fear of love. Fear of being understanding. Fear of knowing. Fear of your ascension. All of those things are the rocks that you must bypass or transmute or understand and move in order for you to move past them. To the extent that you bring this to a knowledge of the self, you can begin to work with it practically. And this is your choice. To the extent that you decide, “I want this fear, I want this transgression against my fellow to stay standing still, I want this fear to keep me from my good” you stall your path and you stand on the mountain.

What happens finally is that the wall of mountain that you face in this place becomes familiar to you, it becomes the landscape that you exist in, and you forget that there was a higher place to go. So we are encouraging you tonight to forgive your brother, to release your fear, to stop fearing your ascension, which is coming into your consciousness as a created being manifesting as the Christ consciousness. That is the work of the time. Period.

So we want to give you a little preview what is on the mountaintop so that you can have an awareness that at least this is worthy of the climb, that this is worthy of the investment, and that this is worthy of the honoring of the work that you have committed to.

And we ask you each to receive through the crown center down the awareness of the self as knowing her path in light, the awareness of knowing his path in light. This is very important. All you are doing is receiving through the center of the crown and allowing this frequency to begin to work you. You are being worked through and by this frequency. Let it come, let it come, let it come.

We are working on each of you individually now. And this is being worked with on two different levels: your auric feield and the physical presence that you stand in, so that you can hold this frequency. As you begin to hold the frequency, you begin to embody this, and this becomes who you are. We are working with you each.

Paul wants you to ask yourselves, “Why am I doing this? What is this work and what am I doing it for?” and trust the answer that your receive. As you are doing this, we are working on your energy fields and creating a new system in your frequency to support you as the journey continues upward.

I am Word through my body. Word I am Word.
I am Word through vibration. Word I am Word.
I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word. Word I am Word.

We bring you each the Christ through the heart and third eye. Let it come, let it come, let it come. We are opening you up to your love. Let it come, let it come, let it come. Ask them each to receive a hand on the heart and third eye. “Yes” when you feel it.

We are anchoring you each as love. This is the energy we promise you. At the pinnacle, you become love. Period.

Channeling 7/23/2009

(The following is a transcript of the lecture portion of a group channeling held on July 23, 2009 in New York City. Group and individual instruction and energy work followed.)

We’re going to get busy now, because there are things to discuss and responsibilities to be held to. And what we mean by responsibilities are things those that you create and then decide you have to deal with, and those things that you create and decide you don’t want to deal with.

Now responsibility comes when it is called into you, when you make it, when it is brought to you by another, and then you choose to stay in response. To be in response means to be in engagement. And to be in responsibility means to stand by your choice in significance of the response you have chosen, or the response that has been gifted to you or the response that you have incurred by your actions.

Now it’s all choice, finally. Each one of you stands in choice. And as you stand in choice, you bring things to you and you call things to you that call to them other situations, other circumstances that then must be contended with.

When you decide in fear and you take actions in fear, or you blame, or you counter your own inferiority with blame of another so you don’t have to deal with our own stuff, you are incurring your own responsibilities. When you choose to act in fear and decide that you are right to act in fear, you are trying to sidestep responsibility.

But, finally, understand this: That choices acted on from fear create more fear. That is why a war is a war. That is why fear is there. So once fear is acted on by you in choice, in responsibility, you are responsible, then, for the repercussions of the choices you have made.

“I don’t want him to leave me so I act in fear to keep him here,” creates responsibility. “I don’t want to be in that job so I’m gonna screw it up,” and that requires that you be in response to your actions.

Now if you don’t want to be in a job, you change your job, you don’t have to create situations that would dictate you leave. That is unconscious behavior. When you are in relationships and you don’t want to be there, you choose to depart. And you do this with integrity and not in fear or in rage or in anger, because ultimately those things are products of fear.

Now each one of you knows what fear is. But what you don’t understand is why you create from it. And why you create from fear is that is the action of fear, to protect itself and to build from its own energies.

If you can imagine a house that was built in light and a house that is built in fear you can imagine the difference in inhabiting one or the other. As you understand yourselves, you will see that the houses that you are have been made in fear in the past, and these are the creations now that you are having to contend with in your physical lives.

“I took a job because I thought I needed the job because the job I really wanted I was afraid I would never get, so I have created a life around a false sense of my fear.” And then you walk around wondering why you hate your job. You were never in that job to begin with. Your fear created it and you chose it as fear.

We have talked to you about love. When you are in love, and in the frequency of love, you become that thing, and those things that you respond to in love become those things that are wonderful in your life.

When you create from fear, and yes, everyone, obligation is fear in many ways as well, then you create a false feeling within yourself that what you should be doing is what you need to be doing and “shoulds” and “needs” are very different things.

“I should sleep because it’s late” is very different than “I need sleep because the body requires rest.” “I should be in this job because it’s a good job and I wouldn’t be in it if I wasn’t qualified” is very different than “I need this job because this job fulfills my requirements for my growth or for my requirements for my physical life.”

We are not going to tell you today to quit your job that you created out of a sense of obligation or fear and take the one that’s nice because we want you fed. But we do want you to understand that these things that you have created in your life that are structured from fear are being dismantled, and this is very upsetting for many people beyond the group.

But tonight, we speak to you as the members of the group who are entrained in a passage of Christ training in consciousness. And that is what this group is, a training in Christ consciousness and frequency. We are telling you this because you can become what you say you are, but you will not to the extent that you recreate your patterns in fear or in rage, because the rage is born in fear.

And because unworthiness, at its core, is a fear, those things that are created in your unworthiness: “I don’t deserve it,” "it can’t be for me,” "he could not want me,” “that job would never have me,” “she wouldn’t talk to me if I was walking with her,” all of these beliefs are fear-based. And as you create from them you have to dismantle them.

So the process of dismantling these structures is happening now, and some of you are feeling it big-time. Some of you are saying “Well, I sort of did this already, it’s not gonna be that bad.”

We want you to talk about this with your friends. What does it mean to divest the self of those beliefs you created in fear, and how do you take responsibility for those actions you have taken in fear that have been used in other ways by you to protect the identity that you think you are?

“I must be a teacher because I have students.” Well, yes, you are a teacher, but that is not your identity in Christ consciousness. It’s an aspect of what you do. And who you stand as, finally, in the truest sense, is the Christ come in you.

Now this light wants to shine. It is shining already. And the heavens are full of light and we say heavens when we say who we stand in with you in frequency is aligned with beautiful light. But the coming of this in you is not strategic. It’s not always easy or comfortable or friendly to face a mirror and see your pain and see what you have created in your fear, in your sense of unworthiness, or unlovability, or unforgiveness of yourselves or your brothers.

When you stand in your unforgiveness, your ego self stands triumphant and crows like a cock at dawn “I am in my Word!” Now that is an aspect of the self that is truthfully not who you are but who wishes to control the vessel that you stand in. We are speaking of you bifurcated in a certain way.

Now the Christ consciousness, which is an aspect of the self that is coming into fruition through the work we do with you, is the aspect that is truthful. The self that denies the Christ or the God Self or the light or whatever you wish to call it, and stand separate from his fellows is the part of you that is being contended with.

How can you be superior to your fellow in any way shape or form? How is that even possible? How can you dare, on any level, to state your supremacy on one hand and then state “I am Word, I am the Christ come in man” in another sentence? That cannot be the same thing.

Ideologies have created separation in the past. And I say this, and I speak as "I" in this moment,

I AM COME IN MAN SO THAT MAN WILL BE FREE.
I AM COME IN MAN SO THAT MAN WILL BE FREE.
I AM COME IN MAN SO THAT MAN WILL BE FREE.

And this sentence will sing until the leveling has occurred when all men and women see themselves in truth as worthy of the Creator.

And you cannot stand in your worthiness and deny your fellow entry into the Christ. That is the sin against God. To deny the self is to deny the brother. To deny the self is to deny the light in someone else. The moment you stand in judgment of your fellow you deny yourself your own knowing as the light. Do you understand this?

So the times have come to dismantle these things that separate you from one another and our cry to you in a cry of love and truth. The man you are, the woman you are, the one you stand as requires love. And this love is present, but available to you only as you allow it and become yourselves today as you stand in truth.

“I am Word through my body” is the claim of the body in this frequency. “I am Word through my environment” states that you are present and aware of the divinity in that which stands before you. “I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word” is the consciousness of the Creator made whole in man.

Christ consciousness as Self. That is the call here. And individuation still is present because the ego has its place, so you don’t put the fork in the mouth of the woman next to you by accident at dinner. You need to know your mouth is your mouth and the keys to the apartment you live in go to the right door. So we are not taking you out of yourselves, we are giving you yourselves in wonder, in truth and through the action of the Christ in man.

So we say to you tonight, what you call forth, you call into being. And if you blame, if you condemn, if you fear, if you cry out against, if you decide for against anything, you become induced into a creation of fear.

Now when we say “against” we state this very simply. “I would never belong to a club like that” immediately puts you in that club. Do you understand this? You have not neutralized it, you have created a relationship with it frequency-wise that then you have to dismantle.

Now we are not being silly. There are lots of organizations we would hope you would never join. But that is not about judgment, that’s about truth, and as your frequency lifts, and frequency finds its own place, you would never be there anyway.

Are we speaking in ways that you can comprehend?

We are trying to decide tonight how to tell you certain things that will bring you forth in your fullness as the light. As you stand in fullness who you stand as becomes a brilliant thing that is seen and aligned and in its worth. And the process of getting there, some days, is not easy, but it is worth it. As you stand in your knowing, you stand in love, as you stand in love, you can become this thing you say you are: “I am Word. I am Word. I am Word.”

Now we are with you. The room is full tonight. There many of us here to assist you in the work that is to come. And we say it is work. The time of playing in the light is over. The industry is here. The times have called for it. You cannot dabble any more.

If this is not for you, you will not come. If this is not for you, you will be called elsewhere. If this is not you, you will be loved regardless, and there is no blame.

But the passage of this time is greatly significant and who you stand as, in the light, will be seen. And if you are aware of this, you can choose it. If you choose it, it will be. That is promised to you each. If you choose it, you will be this thing you say are in truth. We would not lie. We have no call to.

We have to give you things to take with you now, on this next phase of journeying. And these are the things we wish to gift you with:

Your integrity is the first thing we want you to stand as. And we say stand as because your integrity will be the barometer for what is truthful to you and what is not truthful to you. When you do not resonate with an action that you take because that “take” is in fear, you will know it. You will frequency-wise shift into an understanding in your integrity that this was not the right thing to say, or speak, or act on.

Now this can be simple: “I didn’t tip the guy who brought the food.” Or it can be large “I didn’t acknowledge the love I have for someone because I was fearful.” Do you understand this?

Your integrity will now be the barometer for you to gauge your knowing. And as you stand in this you will become more aware of what you require to keep your frequency aligned to the light in the highest way possible. “I didn’t need that sex.” “I didn’t need that drink.” “I didn’t need that bothersome phone call, but I didn’t handle it well.” Will be ways you can understand yourselves differently.

Now tomorrow you are each going to have a choice, one time in the day, and we promise you this, where you will be called to stand in your integrity, and that means you will not do the easy thing. You will not placate out of fear. You will not react out of fear. You will take the name you have, “I am Word,” and you will become this in your action. You will stand in your truth and you will speak your claim and you will not have fear. The fear that you may experience would only be the fear of going against habit.

But we tell you this: When you are in your integrity and you are knowing your truth there is no fear. The only fear you might have is of reprisal for speaking the truth you have, and that is very different than knowing the response you have. There is never fear in your knowing, and we use the word tonight, ”integrity” to teach you a different system of accessing yourself and your information.

This was the first thing.

The second thing we wish to gift you with is love. We wish to gift you each with love so that you may hold another one in the frequency of love and know that this is so. We are not speaking of conjecture anymore. We are not speaking of the idea of love, or the body as love in a form. We are speaking of true love.

To be in true love transcends feeling and form, and we wish to gift you with this in a way that you can operate from. To operate from love means you act as love. You are this thing. And we call to you now the information that you each require to become this thing. Now this will be individual, but we are gifting you with it anyway. It’s as if you are each getting a bag, a “hobo-sack” Paul sees, that you will carry with you and you will always remember it.

“I am holding my love, I am in my love, and I can act as love.”

That is two.

The third thing, and the final thing, we with to gift you with is the Christ in a way that you can feel. Now we are not telling you a lie. We want you to be able to call and summon the frequency that you say you are in a way that you can feel. Because as this becomes demonstrate-able to you each you can signify, you can stand in your light and be what you say you are.

We are bypassing the intellect. We are telling you this in a way you will have to experience as frequency as your selves. And the Christ that we speak of is in the light you are.

Now this light will become manifested in each of you tonight in a significant way that you can operate from. And those of you who stand in this night will believe in your worth from now on. This is a gift, and it’s a serious one. You will each have this information in your being in ways that we believe you will be able to accept and respond to, as you need it.

Now Paul, would you say this for the room "I am Word through the ones before me." And as he says this we are going to be working on you each. Each one present will be worked on.

"I am Word through those before me. I am working on each one present as the Word. And each one is being gifted with her own relationship, his own relationship to his Christed Self in a way that is understandable, acceptable and responded to. I am Word through this intention for those before me. Word I am Word. I am Word through those before me. Word I am Word."

Channeling 7/3/2009

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling held in New York City on July 3, 2009. It was followed by group and individual instruction and energy work.)

Ask them each to receive a hand on heart and the third eye. We want to work on you energetically before we talk. And we want to align you again. And we talk about alignment in a very specific way these days. What alignment means is your self in your tandem self, your creator self, congruently working together. And when we say you are in alignment, we mean that you are in tandem with the creative self, which we will call the Christ Self in manifestation.

We decided last night that we have to work on our language a little bit, only to the extent that people get frightened by an ideal they have embellished with things that are not appropriate. And while we understand this is real to them, we also understand that part of the work of this group is to be the laboratory for what will go out into the world in a larger sense. So we will not tell you that we are not talking about the Christ when in fact we are. That is the frequency that we are attuned to and you are attuned to through our energies and through your responsibility to work on this as you do each week you connect with the frequency of the Christ.

We will tell you that the responsibility of language in its present form will be our responsibility and we will teach you in the way that we require to bring forth the highest amount of energy frequency that is available to each of you to work through, and to be and to inhabit.

I am Word through my body. Word I am Word.
I am Word thorough my vibration. Word I am Word.
I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word.

Now, when we say this to you, we are in charge of an attunement that you are bringing forth through your action. “I am Word” is the intention to be yourself in this frequency. When you decide that you are this thing in truth, then you can connect at a much higher level than you have allowed yourself to do to this date.

Now, we want to talk about what we mean here. We are actually telling you that the work you have done until now is in preparation for a new truth of who you are.

You understand this still intellectually. And you speak to each other as if you know what you are doing. But we are now showing Paul an image of a foundation of house that has been built in the earth, and in this foundation, which you have placed, which is yourself in this frequency, you will build, and what you will build is yourself in this truth.

“I am Word” is not an intellectual ideal. It is who you are in a vibration. And as you speak in this vibration who you stand as becomes yourself in your truth as you align to yourself as this thing, what you stand in becomes you and cannot not be what you say, and who you stand by, and what you choose. You become congruent with your identity as "I am Word."

Paul is wondering “Now, does this mean we go away in a personality?” Absolutely not. Why would we dismantle the beauty of who you are on that level? What we have said to you in the past is those things that stand before you and in the way of your inhabitation as “I am Word” are released by this intention to stand in your ownership of your light.

When you stand in this, those things that cannot be held in that frequency are dismantled. To the extent that you choose to hold onto them and protect them because you believe them to be you personality self, then you are hiding from your own mastery as a Christed being. If you can imagine that you have been shoplifting and you have a case of carrots hidden under your overcoat, you can see how silly this seems. You do not need the carrots anymore than you need those habits and personality traits and conditions of requirement that you have based your self-identity in.

Why would you think they were you? We will tell you. Because you have been convinced through habit that this is what you are.

Now if we were to tell you tonight that each one of you is estranged form your own divinity to the extent that you cycle through your habits in unconscious behavior, you would say, “Yes, I get that.” But if you were to understand that the frequency that you are is able, already, to relinquish and release these habitual patterns, you would be surprised at the recognition that you would have that you really still want these things to stay.

Now you have a choice tonight. You can stand in your ownership of your frequency and you can align to this Word as you would any other night, or you can stand truthfully and say:

“I am now choosing to relinquish those behaviors that stand before me and create a block or an obstacle or a problem that will require me to release it in order to inhabit myself firmly and fully in my own Christed being.”

Now don’t be frightened by this. What you are simply saying is “I am now choosing to get with it and to move forward and to be less protective of those behaviors that I have created that are stopping me from becoming what I say I am.”

“I am Word” is not a false statement. You are still Word when you are being compulsive, or you are being frustrated, or you are being in your behaviors that you say you do not want. You are still Word.

However, to the extent that you align to the new behavior as what you are, “I do this,” “I like that, “ “I don’t want to stop this,” you are also saying that aspect of the self cannot come into congruence with your own higher self.

Now Paul is predicting that there are people who are saying, “Hey, wait a minute, I don’t want to give this up.”

Well, nobody is telling you to give something up. We are simply telling you to come into agreement with yourself on a higher frequency in order to change and transform those aspects of the self that are keeping you from understanding and being in your experience of your Christed knowing and being. Word I am Word.

Now we are not telling you that you need to stop something tonight and go off tomorrow and get into a program, or stand in your room and make all the lists of the things that have to get out of the way. You can if you want, but that is a tall order. We are speaking now about responsibility and residual intentions to align to the frequency you are in fullness.

“I am the Word through this aspect of my self that creates these problems. I am the Word though the belief that if I let these go, I will not be myself. I am Word through all that I see before me: all I have damned, all I have blessed, all I have given my truth to and all I have believed to be a lie. I am Word through all I see before me.”

Now you will stand as a group and we will offer this to you as we can:

“I am now choosing to relinquish any and all behaviors that stand in the way of my inhabiting myself fully and firmly as my divine self, as Word. I am Word though this intention, Word I am Word. I am Word through this intention through those before me. I am Word through this intention for (participants named). I am Word through all I see before me. Word I am Word.

Now we praise you each for your alignment to come. And as you inhabit yourself fully and firmly in your Christed Self, you know your name: I am Word, I am Word, I am Word.

We are asking you now to align to the possibility that you have become this thing you say. That you are not only in order, you are in opportunity as this creation to become yourself in a conscious and truthful ownership of your own divinity. I am Word is not a theory, it is a truth.

Thank you and sit.

Now we will work on you individually for a little bit and then we will talk some more.

If any of you are feeling the cold energy around you as Paul is now, you are feeling the release that you just decreed. Paul is feeling it in his hands and his legs. And this is a patterning of his own behaviors that are, truthfully, overdue for release. So we are working with him as we are working with each of you.

Now you have decided to divest yourself of things that are not serving you, and nothing more than that. So do not be afraid. Be in celebration that you are choosing the high road and that you are becoming what you say you are: I am Word.

Channeling 6/19/2009

(The following is the transcript of the lecture portion of a group channeling held in New York City in June 19, 2009. It was followed by group and individual instruction and energy work.)

Now we want to start, and the talk is good tonight. And we’ve been waiting for a week to accelerate you because there’s a mission to come. And when we say mission, we mean a big one, because the work of this group is steady and elongating itself as you continue to work with one another.

As you commit to this frequency, as you stand in the Word and claim your power as a divine being, you amplify your frequency. As you amplify your frequency you stand in truth and you must become that which you are. The Christed Self comes forth as Word and you stand in your own truth as you do this. As you do this, what you create in your lives becomes your truth out pictured in beauty, in clarity, in choice. We say choice. So many of you still contend with the belief that you are victims of other people, of circumstance, of decisions you have made and you cannot unmake and to the extent that you believe this you are in your powerlessness.

To the extent that you describe yourself as fearful, you are in your fear. To the extent that you decree, "I am a man who feels poorly about myself or you," you are defining yourself through that choice. Each way you say it, you contend with the delivery of what you have chosen in this life. We suggest that the path before you is a great one, and as you stand forward in your truth what you create out of Christ manifestation can only be beautiful.

Now you must understand beauty as we describe it. Beauty is not about appeasing the senses in an appropriate way. Beauty as we see it is Christ in manifestation, and that means you are becoming the creator embodied as yourselves. Now beauty we say is the manifestation of, yes, yourself as the Christ. And to the extent that you deny this of yourself and of your fellows you are in deceit of your truth. You are in deceit and fear because you cannot be wonderful and not see the wonder in your fellow man. You cannot stand in your truth and not bear witness to the Christ embodied in another.

Now we say this to you because you think it’s easy or it’s supposed to be pretty and that the path before you is simple. Well guess what, everyone? You have chosen a path that requires you to contend with those things that impede you from becoming your truth embodied. Because you have chosen this, what you call forth to you, at times, is the significant teaching you require to contend with those things that stop you from manifesting as yourself in Christ.

If you decide today “I don’t need it anymore. I don’t want to do the homework. I’m tired of thinking about myself this way,” you can choose to get on board another bus that will take you someplace differently. There are many busses to take to the truth. However, we have taken you on a long ride so far, and the preview is getting to be exciting of what can come.

Now if you decide you don’t need it, you will chose it anyway eventually, because you have already chosen to come forth as your Christed Self when you decided “I am Word, I am Word, I am Word. ” And with this decision you made a contract with your own soul’s worth to become what you were intended to be. So, in a funny way, you have already bought the ticket, you are on the path, and that means that those things that stand in the road and block the bus's progress will have to be contended with.

It’s not that terrible if you understand the massive adventure that you are undertaking to become yourself in truth, to stand firm in the awareness of your own ideal of yourself as the divine being you are intended to be is a grand thing. Standing before you is all that you need to manifest this.

You are becoming yourselves. We are grateful for this, and we are standing with you to heal you of those things that cause you pain and fear. We are not telling you this in a way that will hurt you. We are telling you this so you can be healed. And by this we mean we want you to take charge of your own history and make due with the choices you have made to bring you to this stage of development and then move forward in your truth as the light being you are.

We are gifting you tonight with the mission. And the mission we say is a wondrous one. The mission is coming to you in pieces as if you are learning, a day at a time, a new word that you will string together to form a sentence that will become a sentence that will become your claim of your lives:

“I am that I am. I am my own divine being in creation. And that which I bring forth before me is in wonder.”

Now stand together if you would. We are going to work with you as a group for a moment, because the mission you are choosing, if you so choose, will require each of you to rely on the others present in the way that is appropriate for your healing and for your learning.

“I choose tonight to make myself known to myself as my divine being incarnate. I choose tonight to heal those wounds that have kept me from my knowing of my own power and my own truth. I choose tonight to realize the beauty that is in my fellow man and in my own name, I am Word, I sing a song of my own creation:

I am alive, I am well, I am healed, I am on my journey and I am in the light with my fellows. I stand firm in my choice to become my own incarnate self as Word. I am Word through my being. Word I am Word. I am Word through my vibration. Word I am Word. I am Word through my knowing of myself as word. Word I am Word.”

Thank you and receive love through the bodies you stand in. Receive, receive, receive, receive. "Yes," when you feel it. Let it come, let it come. Feel this please through the heart and third eye. Let yourself receive yourself as loved. Believe you are worthy of your choice. “I am knowing myself. I am Word.” I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.

Now sit if you would.

We want to teach you something. And when we say teach, we mean it. This is not just about our talking, as much as it is about our intention to receive you each into your own power as the learner who will become the teacher.

We told you two weeks ago that this would be the class for the teachers, and we want you to understand what this means in requirements for the course you are about to take.

Those of you who decide that they want this mission will be taken with us in our stead to be taught individually, not as a group, but you will become trained in energy work by us individually. Sometimes through Paul, but as often as not though our work with you in your meditations, in your dreams and in and through your willingness to serve as a teacher of the vibration we call Word. As you say "yes" to this choice you carry with you the decree that you will be taught and then you become aligned with the frequency we endow you with.

Now we said a course for teachers. And what a course means is a practice of study and a discipline that you will work with as you decide you are able to. As you decide you are capable of healing others though the Christ work we claim as Word, you will become known for the ability and you will attract people to you who require what you are giving them, and then you will be teaching them.

If you understand this, you will be disciples in a funny way, of the frequency you are incarnating as. Now disciples is a crazy word and implies there is someone to follow in discipleship but that is not the meaning of the word as we use it. You become the Christed ones embodying the selves in this frequency and then you chose to serve the frequency for the benefit others. As you do this you align to the frequency more and more and you are taught what you need to learn.

You will use this decree as a teacher of the frequency of the Word:

“I am Word through my body. Word I am Word.
I am Word through my vibration. Word I am Word.
I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word.”

Now you have been taught this well, but what you haven’t fully understood is that it is a doorway and it is a path towards healing. And as you create with this you are in a position to support others in their work and on their journey. You will talk, Paul, in a moment, but we will talk now about that they are doing, and this is important because there are people here who are new, or who disbelieve or who are correcting themselves as they understand what this has been about all this time.

You have believed that you were here for yourselves, and you have been. Because the healing that you require begins within the self and you cannot support others to the extent that you are not willing to engage with your own process of healing. As you put the breaks on and say "I don’t want to deal with this, I don’t want to change, I don’t want to feel my feelings, I don’t want to look at what I’ve done, or how I’ve treated others,” is the way that you stop the process. However, you must understand that those feelings come up as an opportunity to heal and to see and to understand and to learn and to teach.

If you understand what you have endeavored to do is a kind of truth and willingness to become yourself by encasing yourself in your frequency and divesting yourself of those things that have impeded your growth, you will see that this has been a path for you since you first came.

Paul, you are ready now to do this work in a public place, which is why we have brought you forward now. The timing is no coincidence that this is happening now. This has been prepared for a long, long time, prior to this lifetime, and each of you here who decides to becomes, in this, your own prophet, your own being; your own living self in manifestation of light has chosen this as well. None of you are here by a boo-boo. None of you came because the food was good or the company was so nice or because it was easy to sit in a hot room and hear somebody talk so loudly when you would rather be asleep.

We understand why you are here.

You came in fear. You came in courage. You came in love and you came in heartbreak. You came with a desire to become yourselves healed, aligned, enjoined with yourself as your own true self embodied as the Christ that you are intended to be. That is why you came, and we are here to say to you, we gift you with this, we come to you in our love for you and we gift you with this. You are not here because the food was good. You are here because the love that will treat you with this will support you in your transformation as the being that you are.

Now ask yourself this: Why am I here? What does your heart tell you? Why am I here? What do you know when you ask yourself this question? Do you want to be a teacher of this energy? Do you want to work with this frequency and with us to align others to the vibration and to the healing in the Word? Ask yourself this, please, and you will know the answer.

No one is ashamed. No one is disallowed. No one is fearful. Now we will tell you this. Some of you are worried that you are not worthy of attempting to become this, let alone to teach it. And we will tell you, that is your fear teaching you. Our teachings do not teach unworthiness. Our teachings heal and clear and choose the highest with you and for your good. You are aligned to the extent that you choose it.

Channeling 6/11/2009

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling held in New York City on June 11, 2009. It was followed by additional instruction and group and individual energy work.)

We’re talking about things now that need direction. And this includes your lives. Where do you want direction and how do you go about getting it? This is the big question for the time.

Last week we told you that you were the savior, in many ways, and the expectation that someone else would come to you and heal you or charge you with your mission is a temporary ideal that keeps you from your own power. So this week want to talk about knowing and your direction so that you can begin to anchor yourselves as the one who knows.

“I am in my knowing.” I am in my knowing means that I am taking responsibility on a level of consciousness to bring forth that which I need to know what I know and honor that through my consciousness in all that I do.

When you say “I am knowing, I am knowing, I am knowing,” you are actually saying that you know something and if you don’t know something why would you say it? Now you can ask yourself this tonight:

“What would happen if I anchored in the quality and the choice of ownership of all that I have ever done, all that I have chosen, all that I have decided and kept at bay because I did not want to know that I decided, that I chose, that I knew?”

How many of you who sit here tonight still blame other people for the qualities that you hold as your own? How many of you still believe that your worthiness is contingent on an expectation by someone else to tell you you are worthy? How many of you still believe that your lovability is based on someone else’s love for you? All of these things, we will say, are things that you have chosen, and as you choose these things, you diminish your self-identity as the Christ incarnating in a body, which is who you are in truth.

Now to diminish the self in one way, in an ego way, is not a terrible thing, necessarily. “I don’t know everything. I don’t have the answer to this one,” can lead you on a path of great humility and wonderful discovery to the extent that you accept that as a gift.

“I want to know. I don’t know now, but I will know.” Now that is very different than deciding that you know something that you know something about because the ego wants you to conform to its rules. “I know that I am the right one.” “I know that she is wrong.” “I know I am better than this job.”

If you can hear these thoughts, they are all about power, and constructions of power, and weighting the self against someone or something else to decide you are better or worse than or something other than that. So we will say to you: if you are truly in your knowing, you are not operating from that place.

So for you know yourself in truth requires you to regard yourself in a quiet way and know “I am in my knowing, Word I am Word.” I am in my knowing means “I am in the knowing of myself as I am, as I am as the Divine Self that I am incarnating as.”

Now when you decide that you know something for convenience and you say “I know what I know” you may be accurate, but deciding and knowing can be two different things. And you can deicide something: “She’s not the right one for me. She’s not wrong, she’s not right. She’s not for me.”

Knowing something is very different. When you are in your knowing you are actually bypassing the predicament of fear completely because fear does not exist at this level of consciousness. And we tell you this directly: When you’re responding in your fear, you cannot really be in your knowing in the way that we speak of. If you imagine for a second that somebody is trying to harm you and you know that "She is trying to harm me,” "He is trying to harm me,” the thought itself, the knowing itself does not hold the fear. The fear is actually the response to the knowing. Do you understand the difference? It’s how you choose to respond to your knowing.

So we want to decide now, and we used the word "decide" intentionally, that you can be in your knowing in the honest and most truthful way that you can claim tonight, and as you claim your knowing on this level of consciousness, you actually belie the belief that you cannot know. You actually change the predicament of consciousness between knowing and deciding as you go forward.

Now Paul is saying, “What are you talking about?” So we will explain it to him:

The choice you make tonight to anchor in your knowing as the way we say, which is from a profound place of identity “I AM in my knowing." I AM is your identity. As you claim this you can move into decision from your knowing. If you decide that you are in your knowing you can be, and you can claim your knowing but we are trying to make a distinction between deciding something and knowing something. I can decide to take a walk around the block or go to the moon. That is different than knowing something. "I know that I must go for a walk," "I know that I can go to the moon” can then prompt the decision we speak of. Are you understanding the difference that we speak of? This will be encouraging to you as you continue to create from your knowing.

Now the disfigurement of the ideal of knowing has a pattern to it. The disfigurement of knowing has to do with other things than knowing, inclusive of fear of others' decisions. "I am in my knowing because I don’t want John to be angry with me" is, yes, a way of knowing something, but it is still a fear-based reaction. “I am knowing that what I did will incur wrath.” Well, that is fine, that is not an emotional response. That is simply your stating of your knowing, and then you can respond accordingly.

Paul is saying, “What did you mean by disfigurement of knowing?” The disfigurement of knowing means when you believe something to be your knowing but is, in fact, created out of previous patterning that you have not contained and created in a new way and healed. That’s what we are saying. If you know you need more money to be happy, you may know that, but you may also be operating out of a pattern reflected by your choice to have a lot more than other people. Do you understand the difference? So knowing from a true sense is truly a simple way of being in your response to your true self.

Question your knowing to the extent that you make decisions based on it that are perpetuating patterns that you say you would like to release. This is important to understand. If, once again, if you decide that that girl is not the one for you, and you know that, are you perpetuating a pattern of self rejection that you are then out picturing in your relationships or, in fact, are you knowing that maybe you are still operating from an old pattern? And once you change that pattern your identity will reflect that change.

Now we are tying to be specific in our examples. We said to you last week that you are going to be teachers of the Word and this is actually very true to the extent that you choose it, but you cannot choose it until you know it for yourselves to be your truth. And we will be very patient with this because we believe you are, in fact, entitled to be in your knowing before you claim your path.

Earlier tonight we spoke of things and Paul is saying, “What were they?” But we were speaking about your decisions and your directions and how you look outside of yourselves to be told who you are.

Now there is a point to this. And to see the other in his beauty, in his perfection, in his willingness to be revealed as his Christed Self is a wondrous thing. And the ability to do that for another is wonderful. However, you are not telling someone who they are, nor are you directing them by standing in their witness is the Christ.

When you say to someone “Would you tell me what I am?” The truth of the matter is you can only tell them “I see the Divine Perfection in you, I see your truth. I feel you. I know you as you are,” but choices, ultimately, are made by the individuals who live them, whether or not they believe it.

Tonight we want to release some patterning around feeling like you are not the one in charge of your life, and that everybody else is the one who knows what they know. We are also going to remind you that as you do this, you are required to relinquish the patterning that states that someone else can be responsible for your well being.

Now we don’t mean this in a way that is not loving and is not supportive. We would always want you to be in love and support of your friends, of those you see before you, of your family. But the distinction we will make is when you stand and say, “I am the one responsible for your friendship, for your healing, for your love” and you place someone in a position of power like that again, you create a dynamic and a structure that is not divine but based in a form of control or fear.

So tonight we are simply saying “Time to let go of others in the way that stands in the way of your ability to be in love.”

When you are in love with someone in a true sense you are in your dominion as love. And the other is in his perfection as love, regardless of what he presents. It can only be love that loves. It can only be love that sees love. It can only be love that reflects love back to another. So you are this thing. You are this love. And as you recognize yourself as this, you create as love. As you create as love, you change everything in your lives.

Paul has had an example this week, in a funny way, of what happens when you step out of the way enough to let spirit act in its own accord. And spirit acts in love and it is a reminder to him that such things can be. When we spoke to you a few moments ago about the things that stand in the way and holding others in ways that makes them responsible for your happiness or for your healing, you are actually not in love. And we want you to take this seriously. Because until you recognize this, the release will not come clean. So we want to gift you all tonight with your choice to be in dominion, in love, and in your freedom and in your knowing.

Now knowing again is who you are. I am in my knowing states “I am this thing, and I know.” You can also know that you don‘t know and then you can be taught on a consciousness level, but in order for that to happen, you need to understand that deciding something is not necessarily the same as knowing it, and believing something that you have been taught is not the same as knowing something. And recreating a pattern that you have lived with for a long time that you mistakenly believe to be your knowing is not your knowing.

“I only like fattening food because my mommy made it for me, and that is who I am.” Well, you are knowing who you were, but on a higher level, your knowing knows what you need and you are mistaking a patterning for your knowing.

“I know that men will not like me.” Well, that is your knowing and you create from it, but why would that be something you would know as a truth? Do you understand this? Now we are talking a lot tonight, and it’s for a good reason. We will be taking a break soon as Paul travels and we want to arm you with information and choices because when we reconvene, the work of this group is going to transform. We will be ready for it and we will prepare you as well.

Paul is saying “How?” Well, we will give you a little preview about what the changes will be. When we reconvene, each one here who chooses to stay will be released from the fear of activating themselves in truth as a teacher of the Christ frequency.

This does not mean that you have to open up a school. It does mean that you will be operating at a level that will teach others in your frequency, in your choices and in your knowing. As you do this, you call others to you who will require the level of change that you are embarked upon.

Paul is seeing the image of two people here, Stavros and Jeffrey, and they are walking down the street in opposite directions with little ducklings waddling behind them. And in a funny way, we are giving Paul that picture because it’s a truthful one.

Now all of you here will have your own different ways of experiencing this and teaching this. Jan, yours will be with the body. And Reiko, yours will be in your consciousness. And everyone here will have the experience as the teacher that is approved of by themselves at a soul creative level. Nobody is giving you an assignment that you do not want. We would not expect you to do it. But when we speak of this change, we are actually saying that it's time to take the show on the road.

And this is for each of you: Are you willing to stand in our truth and face the light and say: “I am willing to serve? I am willing to stand in my truth. I am in my knowing, and I am loved by my Creator. Word I am Word.” As you call this through you, you become what you say you are. And as you stand in your truth, you become a resonant chord that effects and carries a tone of transformation and of love far and wide.

The book will do this as it’s published, but understand people: You are the book. You are the action of the book. You have already taken the course or are taking it now. And as you have done this, you have participated in its creation. And as that person who has stood here and claimed “I am Word through those before me,” you are the one who will now stand in honor and state it before the world.

Now we gift you this in love. We gift you this in understanding of your own requirements. We gift you this in your own choice to be what you say you are.

Paul is hearing someone say, “I am Marcia Brady” who is not Marcia Brady and Paul is saying “That’s insane,” and Paul is right. In your case, to claim something that you are not is not helpful to anyone. But when you claim your divinity, you are truthfully saying, “I am the Word. I am an aspect of my Creator. I am the choice to embody myself as myself. I am Word, I am Word, I am Word.” So we say this with love.

Now we want to do a little work with you tonight and we thank you for your patience in hearing. We would like everybody to stand and face the light before them. Receive love through the bodies now, through the bodies you stand in. Allow yourselves to receive through the bodies you stand in.

“I am in my knowing. I am in my choice. I am in my worthiness. I am in my love. I am in my clarity and I am I my wonder. Word I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

Now we want you to decide at this moment that any choices you have made throughout your life that you have relegated to someone else will now be returned to you in knowing. This does not mean retribution. It simply means “if I told my husband I was leaving him because he was a jerk,” you will take responsibility for your choice. "If I told my mother I was a drunk because of how she treated me,” I will release that choice and claim my own understanding of my actions. This is not harmful, it is actually liberating. Because suddenly, no one can control you, and the belief that you all have that someone can control you is so much a part of your pain.

We would like you to say now:

“I am in my knowing that no one is capable of controlling my decisions, and that I am free in my love, in my responsibility, and in my choice to claim my power in my own choices, in my own responsibility and through my own asking and receiving of my knowing. Word I am Word though this intention. Word I Am Word.”

Channeling 6/4/2009

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling that was held in New York City on June 9, 2009. It was followed by group and individual instruction and energy work.)

This is about us now, and not the soul that sits before you with issues. Now you all have issues and we require you at this time to navigate through them and decide what’s what.

Now you have overwhelming ideals about what is expected of you through this time, and we want to address those ideals individually in order to bring you the next level of comprehension of where you stand.

By ideals we mean those things you have set before you, that stand before you and self-identify as you at some specified time where you will anchor them in. “I will be this man someday.” “I will be this woman someday.” “I will heal this wound.” “I will have my love.” “I will accept what I know and not be so afraid.”

Now these are the ideals we speak of, and we say “navigate” because you are the ship that is moving through the water of your own consciousness to find yourself. You are the landing that you require. You are the harbor that you seek. And you still believe on some level that this will be found in some other realm, in some other ideal, in some other consciousness than the one you inhabit today.

You can only inhabit your consciousness as you stand today. You can’t do it tomorrow or in the past because those things are mirrors and they are not present. You can stand today and reflect the future, reflect the past, but this is only done in the present time.

Now we say ideals because ideals are good things and you require these things, in some ways, to promise you that your journeys will not lead you to fear and to reckoning of pain. You decide that you can be on this journey towards conscious creation with the intention to align yourself to Jesus, to the Christ, to the magnificence of All That Is, to the Nirvana that is present for you however you wish to decree it, you can state these things and you can believe that you are there. But your fear, frankly, is that you will be left, you will be left, you will be left, and when you are left at sea in this boat that is your consciousness you will have to contend with anything that could befall you.

Now we want to work with you tonight in choosing reckoning. And we say reckoning with the realization that it brings with it fear, “to be reckoned with,” “I am being reckoned with,” which means I am substantiating a claim of otherness with that thing I am I reckoning with. When we say reckoning, we decide that the time of triumph is associated with a reckoning where as you might perceive it to be something frightening. David and Goliath was a reckoning. There are reckonings in daily life when you require yourself to stand in your knowing and face the truth of what you are when the world would say no. This is happening now. This is the time of a new reckoning. And we say this with great truth. The reckoning brings you your alignment to the Christ frequency.

You thought quite simply that you would be sent off to school with your lunch in a pail and sit in the cafeteria and inhabit yourselves as your true self. This does not happen without a reckoning of sorts. This does not happen without a reckoning. And the thing that you are reckoning, the identity that you are in confrontation with is yourself in fear. That is the personhood, the selfhood, the identity that you are going to be asked to confront in a way that will cause you the reckoning of truth.

“I am not that fear. I am not that thing I have believed myself to be. I am not that horrible man, or that ugly woman, or that lonely person, or that disfigured ideal that I have stood before in shame, or in fear, or in worry. I am this thing I say I am: I am Word, I am Word, I am Word.”

Now we will trumpet this song for those of you who would listen:

“I am Word. I am Word. I am in my knowing of myself as my Divine Self.”

So we say to you now, the reckoning is upon you. You cannot pretend anymore that you are not this thing you claim to be. This is not a new shirt with a price tag on it that you try on in the store and leave there when you decide it is not a comfortable fit. You are doing alchemical work here at a very deep soul level, and the confrontation with the self that was made in fear, that denies the Creator, that lives alone in her fear and worry and shame is who must be seen and loved, and in that love the reckoning happens.

You do not reckon with fear by fear. You do not reckon with fear by rage. You reckon with fear through love and wisdom. And this is the teaching of the time. Now we wish to remember you each tonight as you stand here before us on the brink of great change. And we say great change is come. And this is the time of understanding what it is. There is no reason now to fear yourself other than to believe that has all been a false teaching, that you have each come here for some time in the belief in transformation that was convenient but not truthful.

We will tell you this tonight: That the truth of this time in transmission, in quantum physics, in the reality of what you will experience now, is gong to transform your consciousness to the way it was intended to be.

“I am in my knowing,” means “I am in my knowing of God and my own worth as a created child of God in his knowing. I bring this to me now through this quantum identity that I am inhabiting. I am standing in my knowing as a dimensional being. And I am requiring my knowing to bring forth the wisdom I require to inhabit fully the dimensional reality that I now partake in, and as I do so, my experience of myself, my worth, my love, my brothers, my feelings, my body, my inheritance is transformed in love. I receive my knowing now as Word. I accept my knowing as Word. And I call to me the wisdom that is required to bring this inhabitation to full form. I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”

Now we answer your calls tonight, and we say this with love. When we say we answer your calls we mean the choices that you will make as you journey from this night on. The call has been made to you and you have risen to its sound. And as you have risen, you have deiced that the path that you stand in will be transformed to inherit you as you are today and now, in this second, in this moment, in this instant of your knowing of your inheritance: Word I am Word.

We offer you this tonight because the journey before you is unlike what you have believed it would be. And we are telling you a truth here. The transformation that is coming will realize itself in its way. Your way would be a lessening of the requirements of it. Your belief would still be anchored here in this dimensional frequency when you believe you want a thing, or a husband, or a job, or something specific. We are telling you now that what you would create from this place is a limitation of what we would gift you with. So we ask you tonight to say:

“I am in my acceptance of my divine heritage. And that which I call to me now will be brought forth in wonder. That which I claim will be gifted to me. That which I receive will be my anointing. I am in my knowing. I am in my acceptance. I am in my wonder. And I am in my love. Word I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”

Now we bring love to fill this room and we anchor you each as love. And we are telling you this lovingly: When we say you are love, you are inhabiting yourselves as the adjournment of fear. We say to you this with great praise: The alignment to love that is our new mission with you adjoins you and adjourns fear. Period.

Channeling 5/28/2009

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling held in NYC on June 28, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work. If you are new to this blog, it is recommended that you begin with the initial archived lectures.)

We want to talk and we want to talk about love and the requirements of love for you each to discern your needs and your choices as you move forward in life.

The reality in your lives is your traditions hold you to form: “I am this kind of a woman, I require this kind of a man” “I am this kind of a mother, I require this behavior for my child,” “I am this kind of a person, I have to introduce myself to everyone as such so that they can affirm who they think I am as I give them my permission.” This is not love. This is attitude and behavior.

Now you can be in love with the appropriate person you believe you should be with, and you can love the child who behaves in the perfect way, and you can be in love with those who give you permission to be in your selfhood the way you would decide, but that is an equation mathematically that won’t happen very often. And you decide already that this is who you are and what you must bring to you if you are to remain yourselves.

As you choose to leave yourself as you are and re-acclimate yourself to your wisdom as a light being, you choose to listen to a higher calling in all ways. And love comes forth as love would come forth: In it’s own love, which is beyond personality, form and bearing. It is beyond condition. It is beyond an elemental choice except the choice to be in love.

Now most of you still think that you are “in love” when you are in a variety of positions in your relationships that resemble a pattern that you have been given from the media, from your parents’ lives, from societal rules. That is why so many people get sad when their behavior does not conform to an authoritated way of exhibiting feeling:

“I love a man, I am a man. I love something that must not be good, I must be bad.” And love gets distorted. Love does not, actually, but the belief in love becomes a distortion because it’s been leveled by a structure that would have it adhere to its own systems. As you move beyond the structures that you have inherited you bequeath unto yourself freedom. And in freedom comes wisdom. In wisdom comes compassion. In compassion comes great love. As you understand that what your really desire is wisdom, you can then make a pathway to love. If you find love to be the thing that is buried at the center of the garden maze, the path of wisdom and truth can take you there.

In this room tonight there are many people who are grateful for the love that they know. Who have love blessed to them. And there are also people who are frightened of love and don’t believe their worth will hold them in love beyond a system that they have believed is the only system that they can play through. And if you stay with this system that will be the case, and you will be sorry, in your way.

Now those of you who have love and believe you have love have great reason for joy. However, we would also say that the ways in which you can still experience your love can be magnificent in this new paradigm. And this shift we speak of is “I am Love. I am the vibration of love. I bequeath love through my being and through my creations in love.” If you are in the frequency of love what comes from you cannot be other than true love. And true love hold s no fear, it holds no desire other than to be in love.

Now we want to give you something tonight to begin to work with on your own, and that is your assimilation to a frequency in love. And we say “in love” for a simple reason. When you stand in the frequency of love you balance your own systems to the extent that you give permission to. When you are in that system empowered through the frequency of love you can begin to meditate as love. Do you understand this?

You don’t become John who is in love as John, you become love empowered as John magnified. Love becomes the truth of who you are and the magnificence of this love stands forth in holiness.

Now this is not a tribute to you, this is a tribute to the divine aspect of the self that is in love and incarnates as love and the balancing we speak of in love is the acclimation you require to make this so. We have manifested Word here. We have brought through the anchoring and the foundation in frequency as Word, and this is what will now enable us to take you on the next step of this journey into the frequency empowered as, identified as Love Incarnate.

Now the truth of this for each of you is that it’s going to require you to dismantle some systems of creation that have kept you at bay in your legacies. When you look at your lives and you imagine them, imagine a shadow falling across the times when there was no love. And even those of you who have benefited from great love have not only allowed it to be experienced by you in the way you would, you have defied it at times and hidden from the frequency of it because it has brought you sorrow and it reminded you of your unworthiness and your grief.

Now we will speak of God for a minute and we will use the word God big-time tonight, because if you can understand for a moment that God is the king who sits in the throne, as it were, you can actually be in balance. Now we don’t talk of God on a cloud on a throne. We speak of God as that aspect of the self that is incarnated within you now and all men and women. And this part of the self is the legacy of the self that is ascending and carrying the rest of you with it.

But if you imagine for a moment that there is a God holding all that would bring you love, you can allow it, for the moment you need it, to change and transmute and clear the legacy of fear of being in love. And we say “in love” in the truest way, which is “I am in the frequency of love, and in that frequency of love I am manifested as my true self. I am that I am, I am in love, I am in truth and I am created in the image and likeness of my God.”

I now ask each of you present to claim your divinity in wholeness.

“I choose now to anchor in my divinity in a way that I can experience and hold, I chose now to hold forth and anchor in my own awareness of my own divine self in love. I chose now to become aware of those things that disengage me from my ability to give and receive the frequency of love so that I can release them to my divine self to release to the creator. I am now choosing to relinquish control of all of the beliefs that I have held of what love is supposed to be, who I am to love, what I am to love, who I am allowed to know, who I am allowed to be, who I can be seen with, who I can loved by, what I have chosen, what I have been taught, what the rules have been, what the government has said, what the bible has said, any tradition that has hampered my ability to be in my love at this time must be disengaged and released so that I may have my truth.

“I give now my full permission to release this engagement in holiness. I give forth my permission to allow the release of the distancing and the cruelty and the empowerment of fear that has kept me from my love and I do this through my own choice and my own free will. I am Word through this intention, Word I am Word.”

Channeling 5/14/2009

(The following is a transcript of a group channeling held in New York City on May 14, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

We’re set for this. And we want to talk about things and responsibility for your creations. And this is very important this week and you are already understanding that the requirements of the time are about choice. Choice, choice, choice. And your decisions must be born out of the higher choice in order for you to manifest what you want.

The extent to which you are anchoring in the old patterns of reprisal and damnation and separation and trouble are the extent to which you create them. Now we talk about responsibility very clearly and each one of you understands already that the time is responsibility and the time is choice. But you don’t understand yet that you think anyway in ways that circumvent and derail your choices that you say you want. Do you understand this?

Now we are speaking angrily tonight although there is no anger. However we are making a point by volume and intention. We want you to understand right now that what you have brought to you in our lives thus far in your lives has been created by you and no one else. What responsibility you have, now, in this time, is to anchor in the frequency of “I am Word” in order to anchor forth the creations you say you want.

You say you want love and you derail love through fear or through self-reprisal, or through self-recrimination of past events. You say you want financial security but you decide that you cannot have it by saying no to those things that might anchor that kind of continuity for you. You say you want love, you create fear. You say you want choice, you create indecision. Do you understand what we are saying?

Now we love you all, deeply, and we are moved by your choices as they bring you forth in light. They bring you great news. They bring you wonderful ideals. They bring you choice in wonder. And that’s what this time is about if you allow it to be, if you allow it to be, if you allow it to be.

You create wonder through intention. You choose wonder through action. You do things in anticipation of wonder. Can you understand this? “I am having a wonderful time.” “I am in my wonder.”

This is the gift of the time if you take it. If you don’t take it, we can’t honor it. We can’t bring it to you, as we would love to. You are loved, you are loved, you are loved, anchor this in, even for a moment. To understand fully that you are loved will change your life. You have never believed fully that there is a creator, a divine force in love with you. You have never believed that this was truly so because the organism that you are has belief systems hanging on to it that deride that possibility.

We are changing this tonight. We are bringing forth the love that is required to move this boulder that stands in the way of your truth activating fully. And we are going to do this in an ambitious way.

Now the teaching of the night will commence in stages. The anchoring in of the energies tonight will come in stages and respect what we say when we say you are going to be moved, anchored in, as it were, in your own awareness of your love for your fellows. And in that, we can anchor in our love for you.

You understand in a little way the extent to which your raise your frequency in light facilitates more knowing and response to energies. You have felt this. You come here every week and you receive frequency in ways that you can understand.

Now love is a frequency, it is a frequency, it is a frequency. Love demands love to be itself in all that is. Love is a joy. It is the movement of God in love in action. The Word is God is action. Love is the energy of God, the love of God in action. They work in tandem, they operate congruently. We have never separated them in choice, but we have worked with you in Word to discern this energy as the force that can create on this plane in manifestation.

“I am Word through all that I see before me” anchors in Word in that which is before you. If you anchor in love through the one you see before you, you bring forth love. If you can bring forth love in your fellow, you can anchor love into the self. You don’t believe this yet because it has not been fully experienced. It will be tonight to the extent that you align to it.

This is not a great promise in response to Paul’s question “what are you doing?” This is the truth of the action of Spirit as it’s presented to those who have come to be healed. And this is the healing circle that we come to weekly in instruction and in truth.

We do this each week for several reasons. The mission of this group is to be a cell among several cells that are anchoring in the frequency of Word. The frequency of Word is here and is in truth. To the extent that this group is aligned to this frequency, this group is transformed individually and as a group. And as this happens, the truth emerges in a way that you can honor and experience in your own lives.

Now we are telling you one thing. There are other reasons this work is happening and this planet is in transition now whether you understand this or not, and the frequency of the planet is shifting.

If you become the Word in action, you change the frequency of everything, everyone you think of, that you encounter and that you see. Do you understand this? You become magnificent in a way that is no your ego but is your frequency. As you do this, you choose differently. And as you choose differently, you bring to you the experiences and the reasons for those experiences that you need to embody yourself as your Higher Self, your Christed Self, Your True Self, your Divine Self, your Higher Self, whatever you wish to call it, it is your choice in language. But you understand that the reason for this goes well beyond your own well-being, your own comfort and your own security. You respect what you have and you move forward in this work as you would any positive thing in your lives. And we support you each step of the way as you are taught.

You come forth in your own Christed Self and you think, “What have I become? What is this teaching? What do I do with this learning?’ And then you are told: “I am Word through that that I see before me.” “I am Word through my knowing.” “I am Word through the choices I make.” “I am Word trough the love that I hold for myself and for my fellows.”

We would love you to the extent that you would gift us with the opening to our love. We would open to you to the extent that you would gift us with the willingness to be received in our love. We enjoin with you today to bring forth the reasons that you are worthy of this love and we contribute in our way to that which can be received though your systems.

Now tonight we will work on your thinking about love. First, now this is important to understand: Nothing can be held by you that you do not believe you can hold. Nothing can be held by you that you believed you cannot hold.

“I don’t believe I can be loved” does not hold love. We cannot pierce the armor of that choice, of that belief without your permission. And the reason for this is you choose your will. You act on your will and the beliefs that have created this choice of lack of love are strong and are harnessed by you each in ways that you cannot decide to release without fear. So the first thing to work on is the choice to release the need to believe in any way shape or form that you cannot be loved.

We will work quietly tonight for Paul's system is hurtling through stallions. We are racing across the track as it were in preparation for his symposium. This will bring him the creation that is required for his next step in journeying.

Now your work tonight is about responsibility and this is the first one we will choose to be responsible for.

“I am now choosing to release from my entire being, first, second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth, ninth, tenth, eleventh, twelfth chakra, energy systems, any beliefs that I cannot be loved by divine spirit, by my fellows, by myself. I am now choosing to release in fullness any behaviors, any patterning, any choice ever made that contributes to the resolve that love is not permitted in my being. I am now releasing all vestiges of lovelessness and crucifixion that align to the lack and the prohibition of love. I am Word through this intention, Word I am Word.”

Please be soft in your speech, Paul cannot hear us when the talk is high.

Now we have just done something enormous and the energies that will begin to collect to move this through your choice will be coming tonight to work on you.

Now the reason that we work with you at this level is to release patterning. But patterning that has been held for lifetimes or has been created and been reported in other patterning to be held tightly becomes what we call a “boulder.” And the boulder must be cracked open in order to be released. And that is what we are doing tonight.

“I am Word though this choice to release any and all patterning that is creating any boulder of belief in my inability to love and to be loved by myself, my by Creator, by my knowing of my fellows. I am Word through this intention, Word I am Word.”

Receive to the knowing of the body. Align to the knowing of the body, and receive energy through the crown center down. Receive, receive, receive.

We are working on each of you individually now. Let it come, let it come, let it come.

This is choice. This is the choice to be received as loved. The choice to be received as loved may require you to release great pain, because the pain that has been created that hold this pattern deeply has been held in cherished places. It is your pain that you are protected by from harm when you say, “I cannot have this love.” So we would like now to begin now to release any pain and any fear and any grief that is associated with this pattern of not receiving love, not receiving you can be loved or any times in your lives where you chose, for whatever reasons, not to love and to allow love.

I set this intention now:

“I am now choosing to release any and all patterning that has created pain and fear around love being received by me, though me and from me to my fellows, from my fellows, to my Creator, from my Creator, to All That Is from All That Is. I am choosing to release this pain now. I am choosing to release this fear now in perfect ways that will
bring me love and wonder. I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”

Receive, receive, receive through the third eye, through the throat center, through the throat center through the heart center, through the solar plexus, through the hara, though the first chakra. Receive, receive, receive. Bring yourselves into light.

“I am Word though my body, Word I am Word. I am Word though my vibration, Word I am Word. I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word. Word I am Word.”

“I am now being restored to my own perfection as the Loved One. I am now being restored to my own knowing as the Loved One. And I am now believing myself to be worthy of love: The love of my fellows, the love of myself, and the love of my Creator. I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”

Channeling 5/7/2009

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling held in New York City on May 7, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

We want to receive you each into the light. And that’s what the work of the night is about. You have been in receptive mode for some weeks now and you have been battling a bit, but tonight we would like you to receive. We have talked a lot lately and we will talk some more, but tonight is really about your needs and your requirements for your own ability to be in response mode to your own energies. What are my energies? How do I know my own energies? How do I work with the energies that I talk about? That is what we would like to talk about tonight.

We’re going to talk about needs first, for a little bit and what needs are. Need are those things that you identify as needing to be done now, “I need to get bathed,” “I need to get a watch,” “I need to talk to the dog.” Whatever is it, what do you need to do? If you are in identification of your needs, you can work towards getting your needs met, do you understand this?

To a certain extent, those of you here are not in identification of your needs are consequently are befuddled when it comes to rearranging your lives and deciding what it is your require to get things moving again. “Do I need to write a book? Do I need to get a lover? Do I need to move my home? What is it I need to get things going again?” This is the question for this night, and it is about identification of those needs you have so you can discern what you need to do with your time, with our time, with our time.

We say with your time three times because you need to begin to understand what when you talk about these things in the abstract, you keep them abstract, you keep them in conjecture. You continue to think of things as if this will happen someday. I will get to this path, I will get to this growth, I will be in my knowing in some kind of strange other world that allows for these things to happen. When in fact, we would tell you very simply, today is the day to be in your discernment of what you need. “I am in my needing of blank.” Fill in the blank if you wish. “I am in need of my dinner,” “of my home,” “of my path to be clear,” “of my spouse to be clear,” “of my name to be clear,” “of the requirements of my growth to be told to me.” Whatever it is that you are deciding on now you will create as a need, and as you create it as a conscious need, you can go about the business of addressing it. To the extent that you keep things vague, you continue to in a place of misalignment of your own energies.

Now we are not telling you right now that you need to know everything. That is not the case at all. This is not about knowing everything. This is simply about identifying what you need in order to do what is required of you. Do you understand this?

Now the trials you have been facing lately, many of you, have been about a misalignment of your ideals with the reality of the time. “I believe it should be a certain way and I don’t experience it that way and so there must be something very wrong.” And that has been going on for some time. Once we decide now that things are beginning conscious and the needs are being required to be meet, you can begin to take actions to require yourself to know what you need and to act upon them, period. So that is what we are doing with you tonight. We are working with you on your needs to discern what they are so that you can begin to vibrate in such a way to take responsibility for them.

Now they’re not all physical actions. They’re not all about going to the attorney, or going to the delicatessen, or going to marriage counselor, or going to the dating service. Those are physical actions. As much as anything else, the needs of this time are about your own significance as Christed beings, as divine beings, the needs that you have to begin to enable yourselves to vibrate at the frequency you claim to be. When we do this with you, we begin to bring you into the higher alignment that will make sense, and once that happens for you, you begin to shift designs of your lives. When the designs are shifted what you bring into being transforms. Period.

So we want to do some work with you each to begin to decide one thing that you want to realize tonight.

“I want to bring this into fruition for myself as a decider. Word I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

Now what we mean by this, very simply put, is one thing will be deiced on tonight that you can take action in frequency, and when that is done, you can begin to take action on the physical realms, in the higher realms, to make this shift happen as it’s meant to.

So we can say tonight:

“I am choosing tonight to do one thing in decision, and I will make it clear to myself what this thing is so that I can move forward in my requirements for my livelihood. Word I am Word.”

So take this moment please and make a decision. What is the one thing you would change in a decision? Do you want to know what a decision is? I am deciding to “blank.” What is the need? What is the need that can be expressed this way? What do you get when you listen to yourself? What do you know when you ask, “what do I need?” Ask now, please.

Now ask them each to receive love in through the hands and feet. Let it come, let it come, let it come, let it come. Receive, receive, receive. Let the energies begin to come in through the third now, allow them to come in through the thirds eye and through the mind. Blessings to each of you. And now allow yourselves to receive in through the seventh chakra down. And blessings to you. Feel this please.

“I am word through my decision to do this.” Please claim this now: “ through my decision to do this thing I have decided. Word I am Word through this intention, Word I am Word “

(Energy work commences)

We want each one to know themselves as responsible for their own actions. This is imperative right now, and it’s part of the change that’s going on. As you each require yourself to begin to move forward you make choices. And you make these choices with the intention to align yourselves to your own knowing and to your own growth. Yet still you wonder and still you question why you do what you do. To the extent that you can take responsibility for your actions on a daily basis and your decisions, which are based on your needs, you can come into consciousness without respecting the patterns that created the old decision making process.

Now there is a difference right now in the way you are honoring yourselves through consciousness and the way you have done things in the past. Once you begin to align yourselves to your choice in a higher frequency, you make choices that align to that frequency. You no longer require yourselves to do what you have done in the lower frequency because it no longer works for you. As you become accustomed to this, it gets easier and you will automatically choose the higher because it feels better, it feels more truthful, and it feels like you are in honoring yourselves when you act.

When you begin to understand this, then you can take full responsibility for what you are doing. There is no explanation required. And we want to work on you individually for a moment, and then we want to work on the group to bring you into alignment with your next choice. We are working with choices now, and we are working with requirements for your growth.

Channeling 4/30/2009

(The following is a transcript of a group channeling that was held in New York City on April 30 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

We have to talk. And the recognition of this time is refusal to align to yourselves as your Christed Being. That’s really what's going on here, and what has been going on for a little while. And when we say refusal we actually mean you are saying, “No, I won’t, I can’t, it’s not honest, I am not this thing I am claiming to be, so I won’t and you can’t make me.”

That’s really the thinking right now. Paul’s been immersed in it for two weeks and fighting us each step of the way. There are others of you who are contending with this as well and this manifests in different ways. The first way it manifests is saying, “I am not this thing. I cannot be. I am not good enough,” or worse still ‘There is no such thing to be.” When you go to that place, the first place you go to is fear, and this is fear of your own divine nature and also fear of failure at it, and that means, very simply, when you are in fear of failure in your divine nature you cannot connect to yourself as your Divine Self because you refuse to accept it.

Now, Paul is getting up and back and we’re trying to pull him out a bit so he can connect to this information because it will support him as well as the rest of you.

The commencement of this time as a responsibility is very important. We cannot usher you into a room of salvation when you do not wish to be saved. We say salvation not in the way you might think because there is no damnation attached to this intent, only about a requirement of accepting your divinity. We cannot usher to you to this place of responsibility for your own divinity when you demand that you cannot have it. We cannot take you to lunch if you won’t eat. Do you understand this?

Now your responsibility through this time is really one of recognition. And we say recognition directly because you are being asked right now to recognize the self as the self that is created in divine light. Period. You are being requested to be in your own presence as a divine being and when you fear this, you remove yourself from the possibility of this. It’s like taking a step back when you mean to step back and observe. Instead you take a step back and refuse. That has been going on for a little while.

Now we do not anger at this at all. It’s actually truthful to be in a place of anticipation and wonder about all of this work. You have taken a vow when you have claimed yourself “I am Word,” when you have chosen to realize the self as the divine aspect that you truly are. You have claimed it and now you are having buyer’s remorse, as it were. You have said “Oh no.”

Now we can't get angry at that and of course you don’t understand there is no anger attached to anything that we do with you. We are here in support of your own creation of your own self as the realized self you truly are. The ambition that has first stated this truth “I am Word” comes from a higher level of knowing. That aspect of yourself that already is incarnated and aware of himself, herself as her divine being is willing to say this readily. We have an issue, though, with that aspect of the self that denies it’s divinity because it loses control to the higher levels of creation and that’s all that’s going on here.

Paul is wondering and interjecting “Is this about personality self?” Yes and no. The personality is just an aspect of the self that is being informed and self-identities as the creative self when in fact it’s the mask that self wears. That self of you, that aspect of you that is the Divine Self recognizes itself immediately as its truth and cannot be lied to. However the lower self, or we would say, that aspect of the self that has been in charge has real issues with control and losing it and also terrible fear of denial. And what this means is that you don’t want to be hurt by yourselves as your journey forward in this light.

Paul goes “I am willing, I am willing, I asked for it,” and at the same time he goes, “What if it’s not happening? What if I don’t do it right? What if I can’t handle it and what if it doesn’t happen the way it’s supposed to?” Now all of those questions actually affirm a negative reality that then has to be countered.

We will say this. When we talk of faith, what you are really saying is “I am in my knowing.” Period. “I am in my knowing of what I know and when I know it, in an eternal sense, in a true sense, in a vibratory sense.” And when you are in this place you know the Self as who you truly are.

We have committed you each in wonder. We have said to you each in loyalty, “I am Word though the one before me” and we have done this with the intention to align you to your own beauty and to your own recognition of yourselves as your truth. When you deny this you create another pattern of denial and rage that comes up to fight this issue.

Now we will tell you this, implied with the other ideas that we have already told you, that the rage at the Christ or the rage at the Light is coming from an aspect of the self that does not want to be in the light, to be refused by the light, or believes itself to be unworthy of the light. Do you understand this?

The aspect of the self that is in ruin, or is in fear, or is in violence, or is in refusal of his own divinity because he feels ashamed or unworthy or vengeful or in deceit is the aspect of the self that attempts to counter the work that we do. And if you can imagine a light coming into a window in a darkened room that pierces the darkness and sends the rodents scurrying for the corners, that is, in many ways what is happening now. But in reality these aspects of the self that are in denial or in rage or in fear or in vengefulness are aspects of the self that have been created by you with your intentions that now must be cleared. So we want to work on this with you tonight.

Now this is a process, and we want to work with on the process first. And the process engages you in multiple levels of identity. Paul is saying “I don’t know what you’re going to talk about,” and this is accurate, you don’t. This is a new exercise for this group to contend with. We say multiple aspects of the self because there is a higher self in aspect that realigns itself to its knowing through confirmation and reflection of it’s own divinity through the work that you do. You are always in that aspect of the self on a certain level when you are in tune with your divine nature.

Then you have the aspect of the self that operates on a daily basis and we will actually call this your “real self” in terms of physical reality. It’s how you identify yourself when you face yourself in the mirror. And then there is the fear-based self, that aspect of the self that has created these resistance patterns in order to maintain its control.

Paul is questioning “real self” because it implies to him that that is the self that is manifested as truth, and in fact, we will say no. That’s the personality self that walks around and buys a hotdog on the street knowing that’s the wrong thing to eat and wonders what’s on TV today and thinks about how to get out of the work that’s on the desk. In many ways, it’s an aspect of the self that is functional, idealized and reality based. The wisdom self, which is beyond this aspect is what is attempting to be in its creation.

Now you understand already that you do not lose yourself through the creation of the Christ within you. Through the aspect of that self, the Divine Self, realizing itself as you. You do not lose the self, however, you become the self you actually are, and you disengage from those aspects of the self that are in lower dimensional reality, that were created in fear or are operating from a place of ego without acknowledgment of the truth of essence of the Christ as operative through it. Period.

So when we work tonight, we’re going to work on three different aspects of the self to clear resistance of incarnating in your own divinity. Now you all have one issue right now that is making you crazy. One issue that more than anything else is making you fear that this is accurate that nothing will happen that “I cannot progress spirituality as I believed I could a month ago,” and if you would create this pattern now through a choice to release it, we will work with you on this now. We will not ask you to speak it, but we will ask you set this intention.

At this time we now ask you to set this intention:

“I am now choosing to release this pattern that has created in me a fear of manifesting as my Divine Self. I am now clearing this pattern from my Divine Self, my real self and my personality fear-based self as cleanly and as quickly as I can align to the new vibration. I do this with the intention to release myself and any fellows of any attachments created through this fear and I do this with willingness on all levels. Word I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

Now feel this please. What you will begin to experience in your shift is your own frequency moving around you. When you are aware of this, say “yes.”

You are shifting your energy. We are not doing it for you. You have claimed that you are releasing a patterning that has realized itself as a block to your progress and you are saying on three different levels that you not willing to hold it and you are willing to release it. Now we want to give you a booster shot, as it were, to support you in this frequency release. You claimed one thing that was making you crazy, if you didn’t, you can do it now. But we are going to ask you to claim this silently and as you do the group will Word through you to support you in the release of this creation. We are going to ask those who are not in attendance to be included in this so that they can be supported on an auditory level when they hear this tape or respond to this teaching on the page.

So we will start with the one next to Paul. Paul is working with his eyes closed tonight for a while so we will ask that you state your name as you set this intention to be released from this one pattern that is creating problems for you that would clear you to proceed to the next level of your highest growth.

“I am Word through this intention for the one before me. Word I am Word,” is the affirmation. When you wish to, silently set the intention that you wish to release and when you do so, say "yes" and the group will Word to support you in this intention.

(Individual energy work commences)

Thank you each. Now we want to talk a little bit about fear and what this is really made of. The fears that you are experiencing these days, in many ways, are about control and what you believe you have dominion over and how it related to others. “Will he do what I wish? Will I get what I ask for? Will the job come through? Will the offer be made? Will I say I love and be refused? Will I gain prestige from the one in power?” These are all questions that are in relationships that bring about fear, and we want to address these things directly for a moment or two.

And we sent this intention for this group: We set this intention for each of you that any disharmony you are experiencing now with your fellows will be raised into a higher alignment and released in perfect peace through your own knowing of yourself as a Christed Being and the relation that your fellows are as well. And we set this intention for you each in the worthiness of your individual intentions to raise up and respond to the call to be in your own dominion as the Christed Self you truly are. So if you have issues at this time with your fellows we respond to you this way:

“I am Word through those before me. I am Word through all that I see before me. I am Word through my love. I am Word through my knowing. I am Word through those I see and cherish and fear” and whatever else you wish to claim. However, we would bring to you, tonight, the awareness of your own recognition of the self as in Divine Order, and we affirm that your relationships with your fellows is in perfect order as well. When you move into your own alignment, all comes into order and those patterns that have withheld alignment come to light to be released.

“I am Word through those before me. Word I am Word.”

Now we said we would explain something and we will. As you adjust to your new frequency your changes are out pictured in your life. Your desires change, your habits begin to change, how you used to self-identify begins to change and that causes fear. And when you look to others to give you what you want to confirm the old identity they cannot in the way that they have because the pieces of the puzzle do not fit.

So we will give you an example: You look for affirmation from your friend about the work that you are now doing and the friend cannot give it because you have moved beyond that structure. You look to your boss for approval of the work you have done and you do not get it because you are moving beyond the response that requires approval for your own sense of well being. So when it feels uncomfortable you have to adjust to the fact that your inability to control others is a huge gift if you will let it be so. Because if you were able to maintain your relationships through control there would be no joy. There would only be recreation. There would not be growth, there would only be the same old thing.

So we are asking you now, are you willing to grow and change as you respond to your own soul’s course? You are the only one in charge, finally. Your divine nature calls you, and as you choose to respond you step into your life in a brand new way. We affirm this with you, if you wish.

“I am now allowing myself to move forward in my life with a new awareness of my gift in my relationships to all my fellows and I bless those before me as I change and recognize myself in the mirror of their love and their awareness. I give myself permission to release the past and the expectations of the past that have tethered me to relationships based in fear or requirements of my personality self that are no longer serving my highest good. I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.

Now we have given you a deal, in a funny way. We have said to you we are sponsoring your growth to the extent that you are willing to engage in it. We have said we cannot make you go and we will not make you go and we will not override your free will in any way, shape or form. We believe in you and your own ability to choose your Christed Self as you work through the time of resistance that you have been experiencing.

We want to work now on the three levels that we spoke of: higher self, operational self and lower self, and we will do this now with the group as a whole.

“I am now setting the intention to release any and all resistance to stepping forward in my spiritual growth, from my higher self, my personality self and my lower self. Word I am word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

“I am now setting the intention or release any and all binding and attachment to those things that are impeding my ability to grow and learn on my spiritual path. I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

“I am now aligning to the responsibility to move forward in my own knowing of my own divine self and my worthiness to be in the presence of my own divinity. Word I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”

We are working with you now on a divine sense of order. And we bring you now into an awareness of your own placement in the cosmic scheme of things. And we do this as follows.

“I am now aware of my availability to myself to step into order with this following intention: I am in divine order, I am established in divine order and I am in the order that affirms my own placement in my own choice to move forward in my own spiritualization as my own divine self. Word I am Word though this intention. Word I am Word.”